Yeah. I said something too dangerously spicy. Gonna request deletion now. Here is a handcrafted meme sharing wisdom I learned from this experience. #wisdom #valueforvalue #zap

I sometimes fantasize about roll playing this song with the love of my life while on a Tropical Vacation.

Why I Sometimes Boost Religious Posts: Just wanted to clarify something. I am a recovering roman catholic. I believe in no specific religion. The reason I like and boost religious content sometimes, is becsuse I researched the roots of Christianity. At my moral center. I still have the vast majority of the vital core attributes regarding what it means to be a good Christian. After my Sunday school classmates were sexually abused and raped by our priest and bishop. Even while I was in the other room. I was too young and stupid to realize what was happening at my priests house for private lessons upstairs. I lost my faith in the church completely when I discovered the horrible truth. This sent me on a downward spiral. Into a crisis of faith. Which over the next decades would leave me to explore all major human religions. This caused be to learn wisdom from many cultures around the world. Giving me insight into the myriad of shapes faith can take. Discovering that there are shared human beliefs and wisdom that go beyond religions. Until studying religion became too rigid. Too confining. So I started exploring many different philisophies that this world had to offer. This led me to the greek philosophy of Stoicism. Which has resonated with me on a deep personal level. For if you dig through history and learn the origins of Christianity. You will discover that stoicism may have had one of the most important roles to play in its foundation. For it became the inspiration for some of the moral centers of christianity itself through the apostles written works. If I boost christian content and scriptures. It is not, because I am a Christian, or promote Christianity anymore. It is, because I am a stoic and I am wise enough never to disregard eternal wisdom. Even if it was created by a religion I no longer subscribe to.

12 Reasons Why I am Absolutely Unavailable. 1.) I am 100% in love with a beautiful woman. 2.) I am 100% not interested in anyone else. 3.) We have been together for over 10 years. 4.) Our relationship isnt perfect, but it is worth it, because we both know that the best things in life are often what you have to work hardest for. 5.) There have been dozens of women who have tried to steal me away from my love. They have all failed, because I would rather die than be some vile asshole dickhead who cheats. I have been cheated on before when I was very young. By the woman I lost my virginity to. I swore then I would never do that to anyone I was ever with in my life. I kept that promise. 6.) The woman I love helps me to become a better person everyday. I wouldnt be a good honest stoic man without her influence and guidance. I would probably still be a rich ignorant asshole living out a shallow existence as a movie studio executive in LA. A poor excuse for a man with everything materialistic and a waste of my soul's true potential. 7.) The woman I love is beyond extraordinarily intelligent and her sassy wit rivals my own. Her inquisitive mind and historical knowledge is absolutely amazing. She keeps me wise and on my toes conversationally and situationally. 8.) The woman I love can read me like a book. I cant bullshit her. Trust me, before when I was still young I was a big bullshitter. Until she called me out on everything. Broke me of the nasty habit. So now she keeps me honest and virtuous whether I like it, or not. She is good for my soul and vital to my existence as my mate. 9.) Whenever she unleashes her full sexuality upon me with all of her femine wilds. That then becomes the new absolute best sex I have ever had in my lifetime. Often leaving me laying in bed, unable to move, unable to hear from sensory overload. Until all the feeling in body returns back to me and I hear fully again. A renewed man. Sexually revitalized from the land of unrelenting pleasures that take place in our bedroom. 10.) The way to a man's heart is through is stomach. She is an amazing cook. Fucking gourmet restaurant quality meals regularly happen in our kitchen daily. A man can't ask for better than that when it comes to hunger satisfaction. 11.) She is someone that I cant help, but feel overwhelmed to stare into her eyes every single day. Just to tell her that I love her. That I think she is beautiful no matter what the mirror says that morning to her. That she is absolutely amazing and totally awesome too. I actually mean it when I say those affirmations to her constantly with all of my heart. So she always feels appreciated and knows that she is loved. 12.) I trust no one easily. She has earned my devout trust in her. There is no way I would ever willingly want to lose someone that important. She is my soul mate and I will never be the one to leave her. Unless I die first, or she destroys my absolute trust in her. Even then in death I will wait for her to join me in the afterlife to continue our relationship too. This is why I am absolutely unavailable. To anyone reading this please understand. It is my sincerest wish is that you are all one day fortunate enough to have a relationship as strong as mine. So that way you become absolutely unavailable too. Namaste. GN #love #nostr #valueforvalue #zap