Gn nostr. Caffeine saga check-in. Had a pod at about 10:15a, but mostly because I knew I wanted to use them up. Took a couple hours to drink it. Decided to fuck off both my 1 pod/day, and no pods after noon rules, and brewed off another after 1p. Same deal, no real desire to drink it. I just want to use them up. I think there are 15 left. Tomorrow might be the same plan, but may start earlier. Up at 6, waiting 4 hours to start is a little silly. Maybe 8:30ish. FFS.

Pissed off my wife after I tried to tell her I preferred un-marinaded meat, she told me to get over it (or something like that), and I told her eating marinaded meat was like eating meat dipped in motor oil and crack cocaine. Oh well. I'm an insensitive ass. There's a bunch of carne asada in the fridge. I'm not touching it. #hownottocarnivore

GN nostr. I didn't have any caffeine today. No coffee, no tea. It wasn't planned, I was just going ti have my one coffee later, between 10a and noon. 12:30 rolled around, hadn't had it, decided not to. Same plan for tomorrow and rest of this week. 2-hour coffee window, if I miss it, oh well. I should just quit, but I've got a little over a dozen pods left. Never been good at tossing things out like that. Still need to get better control of dairy.

Buenas noches, notramigos! Figuring it out. Later coffee today was okay, but as much later as I wanted to. Tried to eat less steaks, but ended up eating cream cheese instead.

Good night, Nostr. I'll.be.back.to play.again tmrw, promise! Kk,bye.

Today's adventure took me to Coldwater Lake. Mount St. Helens. Ride around and find out.

It was the best of times. It was the worst of times... ... Then bitcoin found me.

Made it through my weekly store run without poisoning myself. Leaving the first store, where I am more likely to buy a sweet treat, I felt my stomach knot up, so clearly the mental withdrawal was initiating a physio reaction. Still, putting a lot of my focus and publicised effort into not poisoning myself definitely feels like it is helping. This isn't about publicising a goal. This is just flat out accountability and focus. I also bought 15.5 lbs of meat (all roasts) for an average price of $5.29/lb. It is now all cut into steaks. Those may or may not all get eaten this week. I expect not, as I think I've been eating a little too much lately. I'm playing around a little bit with the caffeine as well. I waited until a couple hours after I woke up to have my one coffee. I've just been sipping at it occasionally. I drink it room temp anyway, so it not being hot is no issue. 2 hours after making it, I just finished it while making this note. There's probably something to breaking the habit of having it first thing after waking up. I think that will make it much easier to fully give up. I'll be trying that this week, if I don't just stop it altogether. #carnivore #coffeechain #diarystr

Gn nostr Only one pod of coffee this morning. No poison today. Tomorrow (Sundays) is usually my hard day, because I go to the store. We'll see how it goes, but I'm bringing new levels of awareness and accountability to this struggle, so I have hope.

Why does iodized salt have dextrose in it? #asknostr

Planning to go shake a rancher's hand, in an hour or so.