Mix CD 💿 of MP3 songs made for me by some SMART & nice Electrical Engineer guy friends!
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FYI, I rarely forgive *IF* someone has REALLY FKING PISSED ME OFF, so there’s your Warning! 😡
And if already fking PISSED ME OFF irl, to cause me to swear lots, YOU ARE FKING SCREWED!
Tori Amos - “Losing My Religion”
(Tori Amos’ Cover Version of her *LIVE* 1996 Performance of REM song in Oakland, California where I have been to with a Musician guy friend in early 2000s and who has many famous Musician friends; our 1st time hanging out after meeting in another city!)
Tori Amos is STILL VERY TALENTED since a child! And assuming she still plays her Bösendorfer piano 🎹
And Tori is beloved by 🏳️🌈gay men, not quite sure why, but I also adore 🏳️🌈gay men and we get along FABULOUSLY!
Song on my mixed CD that played at art studio in 🇬🇧London while Beautiful Very Talented Artist & Model painted in his art 🎨🖼️ studio in 🇬🇧London.
He wore a 🇬🇧Paul Smith scarf back then.
Also *NOT* a good idea to fking PISS ME OFF cuz unlike Taylor Swift, who has to be VERY NICE cuz of her young fans who are little girls, woman and fully grown Adults, I don’t need to be polite if don’t feel like it!
And will use the FUCK OFF 🖕🏼sign and WILL PUT YOU ON MY LIST of To Sue!
A Taylor Swift song on loop again! 🔂
NOPE, *NOT* a good idea to piss her off cuz she is now one of THE Most Powerful Woman in the 🌎🌍🌏!
It’s VERY Strange that I know so many people when I am *NOT* a People Person!
My computer screensaver in my 20s for several years!
🇬🇧PJ Harvey (great at The New Yorker Festival interview & performance; know someone who bought a mixer she recorded on) + 🇮🇸Bjork (met a lovely man who knows her & Fashion Designer friend transcribed her interview for 🇬🇧Dazed & Confused magazine) + Tori Amos (favorite PK, like Attractive, SMART, Kind & Now Millionaire Artistic Stranger met in🇫🇷Paris & 🎹piano prodigy who got kicked out of a conservatory for being rebellious and a famous person told me her daughter’s name when baby was born and obvi, I told NOBODY!)


In my early 20s, I did a (paid) promo modeling event with another girl Model for 👑 Crown Royal where we had to go inside a bar to promote it.
But I had no idea what it was nor familiar with the liquor brand before that gig since was VERY WHOLESOME!
I have still never had any Crown Royal drink 🥃!
Why would you want your “fairy tale” love story with your True Love played out as content for public consumption?
That = PRIVATE!
An ACTUAL True ❤️❤️ Love story is the elderly man who arranged for his wife of 47 years to receive beautiful 💐flowers on Valentine’s Day, even after he died.
Aww, SO SWEET!!
*THAT* is the kind of man you wanna date and marry, ladies!


ABC News
Husband has Valentine's Day flowers delivered to wife every year after death
John Maver died in 2017, but that has not stopped him from delivering flowers to his wife, Diana, every year since his death.
Extroverts I do *NOT* like talking to me! 😡
Gwen Stefani & Blake Shelton - “Purple Irises” (Performance on Jimmy Kimmel Live show last night, February 14, 2024, Valentine’s Day 💘)
Foreva Cool Girl Gwen (who played pool with a guy friend of mine in their 20s before she became famous with band No Doubt) & Blake (Country 🤠 Bumpkin I like!) = An unexpected excellent Love ❤️❤️ Match that came outta nowhere!
Cheating on your spouse by fucking another man, jerking off a date IN PUBLIC while dressed like a slutty tramp while being a RUDE & SELFISH ENTITLED ASSHOLE, allegedly paying to fuck teenagers+early 20s girls old enough to be his daughters, CHEATING on MULTIPLE wives, COMPULSIVE Lying, and being in COMPLETE DENIAL of ACTUAL FACTS + REALITY cuz SOOOOOOOO DESPERATE for Power = these are *TERRIBLE* life values, imho!
Hardly ⛪️🙏🏼😇
And not to mention just being ASSHOLE SELFISH GREEDY People in their behavior & actions and whose influence can be BOUGHT WITH MONEY!
Hypocrites DESTINED STRAIGHT TO HELL, if you believe in it!
Moral Depravity!
I think Pope Francis would agree with ME!
It’s almost ALWAYS usually (FAILED) ASSHOLES who are threatened by 📚!
They would prefer people stay IGNORANT, stupid and be able to be controlled by them.
And women to be barefoot, pregnant and obey their husbands.
Power hungry HYPOCRITE ASSHOLES! 🖕🏼
I’m pretty certain a famous celebrity couple won’t be growing old together.
Guess we’ll see if they get a divorce but my special 🦄 🪄magical ✨ intuition powers for when a couple is an excellent Love ❤️❤️ Match isn’t going off!
I predicted the divorce of another Hollywood couple when they got hitched. . . surprised at how long it lasted!
Hazards of writing and proofreading on the fly!
And yes, typos and spelling errors DO bother me!
Fyi, these are things a lotta girls will take into consideration when thinking about giving a guy chance!
(I was once impressed by a guy friend who used a semicolon properly!)
I am an excellent friend — very thoughtful, considerate, loyal, fun to be around, interesting, helpful, goofy/dorky, good listener, empathetic & sympathetic, supportive, brutally honest at times, and will call friends (and people) out on their BS, etc. — probably WHY I still have many friends from when I was a kid.
(I consider 20somethings to be kids and think it’s BEST to let their brain 🧠 FULLY develop and hopefully, on their way to becoming a MATURE Adult meaning if you’re old enough to be their Dad or Grandfather, do *NOT* fk or date them cuz INAPPROPRIATE pairing since in WAY WAY DIFFERENT life stages!
Power imbalance! I have ended a friendship when found out a guy friend was in an inappropriate relationship with a girl (legal but TOO young!) and then one day discovered he had been lying to me about it! Too bad since he was a VERY interesting person and we were very good friends. A former Morgan Stanley person.)
And I will do things like occasionally play Matchmaker and be a Wingwoman.
This very talented, stylish and attractive Filmmaker is someone I chatted up when he was DJing at the ICA 🎨 cuz a girl friend back then thought he was cute.
He played a song from Miles Davis’ Kind of Blue album, so I remarked on that, chatted for few minutes and then introduced them. And I also met his close friend and then 4 of us went somewhere afterwards.
Alas, she has been filtered out since I am VERY VERY SUPER SUPER SELECTIVE about girl friends!

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Concerto in bee major: Brynmore Williams at TEDxSomerville
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I am an excellent friend — very thoughtful, considerate, loyal, fun to be around, interesting, helpful, goofy/dorky, good listener, empathetic & sympathetic, supportive, brutally honest at times, and will call friends (and people) out on their BS, etc. — probably WHY I still have many friends from when I was a kid.
(I consider 20somethings to be kids and think it’s BEST to let their brain 🧠 FULLY develop and hopefully, on their to becoming a MATURE Adult meaning if you’re old enough to be their Dad or Grandfather, do *NOT* fk or date them cuz INAPPROPRIATE pairing since in WAY WAY DIFFERENT life stages!
Power imbalance! I have ended a friendship when found out a guy friend was in an inappropriate relationship with a girl (legal but TOO young!) and then one day discovered he had been lying to me about it! Too bad since he was a VERY interesting person and we were very good friends. A former Morgan Stanley person.)
And I will do things like occasionally play Matchmaker and be a Wingwoman.
This very talented, stylish and attractive Filmmaker is someone I chatted up when he was DJing at the ICA 🎨 cuz a girl friend back then thought he was cute.
He played a song from Miles Davis’ Kind of Blue album, so I remarked on that, chatted for few minutes and then introduced them. And I also met his close friend and then 4 of us went somewhere afterwards.
Alas, she has been filtered out since I am VERY VERY SUPER SUPER SELECTIVE about girl friends!

Vimeo
Concerto in bee major: Brynmore Williams at TEDxSomerville
Published on Jun 4, 2014 http://tedxsomerville.org/2014/ Brynmore Williams is a filmmaker who was first inspired by a non-visual medium: radio. As...
I am an excellent friend — very thoughtful, considerate, loyal, fun to be around, interesting, helpful, goofy/dorky, good listener, empathetic & sympathetic, supportive, brutally honest at times, and will call friends (and people) out on their BS, etc. — probably WHY I still have many friends from when I was a kid.
(I consider 20somethings to be kids and think it’s BEST to let their brain 🧠 FULLY develop and hopefully, on their to becoming a MATURE Adult meaning if you’re old enough to their Dad or Grandfather, do *NOT* fk or date them cuz INAPPROPRIATE pairing since in WAY WAY DIFFERENT life stages!
Power imbalance! I have ended a friendship when found out a guy friend was in an inappropriate relationship with a girl (legal but TOO young!) and then one day discovered he had been lying to me about it! Too bad since he was a VERY interesting person and we were very good friends. A former Morgan Stanley person.)
And I will do things like occasionally play Matchmaker and be a Wingwoman.
This very talented, stylish and attractive Filmmaker is someone I chatted up when he was DJing at the ICA 🎨 cuz a girl friend back then thought he was cute.
He played a song from Miles Davis’ Kind of Blue album, so I remarked on that, chatted for few minutes and then introduced them. And I also met his close friend and then 4 of us went somewhere afterwards.
Alas, she has been filtered out since I am VERY VERY SUPER SUPER SELECTIVE about girl friends!

Vimeo
Concerto in bee major: Brynmore Williams at TEDxSomerville
Published on Jun 4, 2014 http://tedxsomerville.org/2014/ Brynmore Williams is a filmmaker who was first inspired by a non-visual medium: radio. As...
What is The Lesson?
Don’t fking piss off the WRONG unassuming person cuz they may, in fact, be a VERY POWERFUL & The Most Well-Connected Person that you’ll probably EVER MEET (if lucky) in your life!
And she is *NOT* afraid to fking SQUISH you and everyone you care about and know, irl, including children & grandchildren!
Anyway, I am VERY MUCH LOOKING FORWARD TO RECEIVING MY DAMN MONEY from Asshole people, many of them who WILL BE GOING TO PRISON FOR A LONG LONG LONG FKING TIME! 🖕🏼
And LEAVING THIS FKING Country of TOO many Assholes and *NOT* returning unless I absolutely need to!