docker wtf

I've had Debussy's Arabesque1 stuck in my head for weeks. It's an amazing song but now I'm craving something new. Any recommendations for old but good classical music?

ELI5: Why is #nostr better than #mastodon?

I wrote a script to sync my youtube channel with #Nostr.

gm, buying my first rune

Go forth and procreate

gm nostr. I am not ready to delete my X (formerly Twitter,) but I enjoy my time here.

Why do people say, "there is no second best." when talking about bitcoin? I don't get it. When I compare coins on coingecko, there is clearly a second best.

Do you have a plan for when you pass away? Will your family be able to access your keys?

If you have any ₿ merch you're too self conscious to wear, I'll gladly take it off your hands.

I could spend 15 minutrs drafting thr perfect post or I coukd go outside

When I find myself doom scrolling I stop and remind myself that what I'm looking for doesn't exist

Day 14 sharing my music #artstr

Yesterday I got a surprise bill for a VPN service. Thought I got hacked because I'm not using any VPN service presently. Turns out I did sign up for this service 17 months ago, stopped using it after a week, and forgot to cancel the renewals. Terms of service specifies that renewals are not eligible for refunds. I received no renewal warning email either. How fucked up is that?

I had a brief moment of relief after kicking my cabinet door in, but then the anger returned. I still felt like punching people and/or getting punched. Punched my chair a few times then convinced myself to get outside. Geared up for a 30F bicycle ride. Usually these rides make me happy but not today. Annoyances everywhere. People walking their dogs on extended leashes. Noisy construction. Cars on cars on cars during the morning rush. Tried extra hard to avoid eye contact with everyone. No smiles and micro-nods today. Bought a family size bag of Doritos. I never buy Doritos. Bought a frozen pizza and maruchan ramen. Rode home and ate the entire bag of Doritos. Then convinced myself to mow my parent's lawn. Didn't get very far. First now of the year, mower needs new oil. No oil on hand. Picked up dog poop and pinecones instead. Planning on picking up some oil tomorrow. Not tired enough to sleep, but too depressed to work on the database issue. I have another project I could work on, but I can't stop thinking that it's an illth that shouldn't exist. I'm taking bottom barrel jobs because I'm desperate to make more money. I'm getting paid about a dollar an hour because I devalue myself and don't stick up for myself. I don't tell people how much time the task will actually take, I just pick a dollar amount that seems like a price I could afford. I can't wait till tomorrow. Today is bleh.

journal entry earth date 2024-04-11. couldn't sleep. been working on database maintenance for the past three weeks. hit a blocker and feeling very angry for not being done yet. feeling inadequate and depressed. restless legs. desire to enter combat. tried to sleep it off. 1 hour nap and right back to worry and anger. intense desire to punch a hole in the wall. slept for another 20 minutes. woke up incredibly angry. thought about going to pick a fight with a stranger. settled on donkey kicking my cabinet. Fuck, now my cabinet is broken.

Vultr Kubernetes Engine (VKE) partial outage. Listening to WBD and studying JP while I wait.

Day 4 of sharing my old music