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really not sure what is happening on this platform at this point... somehow, I've been involved in some weird phishing scam with my nsec? which keeps escalating. What I thought was a client app for gaming (when I first joined nostr) was not... and I pasted my nsec into that. It never occurred to me until 2 nights ago that I had, unknowingly, been phished. I cannot even tell what is and isn't being posted here because my computer is basically broken at this point and my feed barely works. and, ultimately, the actions of me simply user testing a proof-of-concept, that I've replicated on various legacy socials previously, resulted in the safety of myself, my friends, and my family being severely compromised. I joined nostr because the conversation happening in my country full of people that I love deeply, surrounding free speech, is getting scary. The US has, fundamentally, been built on the Constitution. I have always stood for the protection of all citizens of the world, but I am biased towards America because America is my home. That is what I care about. But, the America that I am in today is not one reflecting the values we were fundamentally built on. I felt new platforms might provide new solutions... Now, here I am, a week later with almost every platform I have under various methods of attack... including impersonations. The physical evidence of who I am in my real-world reality has become completely misaligned with an online identity that was mob-rule style created for... why? I don't even know. Why someone would target a person just trying to help others navigate the online world makes no sense to me? Why innocent people continue to be silenced also makes no sense to me? I am simply a mostly peaceful artist who is hoping for a semi better world- online and in my own country. I want that for all of you too. Every device that I own is under attack. I lost electricity at one point. and I've been isolated from pretty much any form of secure communications. and, yeah... I genuinely feel afraid right now. Never trust, always verify is making it impossible for me to know who is targeting me and who is understanding what was intended as a very peaceful message- about authenticity, about humanity, and about our right to protection of our property (without use of force). I never intended to really do anything here except check out if this user-based algorithm provided a better space to for my friends to create content and get paid. I literally just wanted my friends to be able to use bitcoin on a platform that was relatively secure for them to do so. I've talked about so many conflicting ideas on this platform... political discourse is how we remain in a semi state of extropy as we push against entropy and vice versa. Discourse, including political, must remain protected and nostr felt the most ideal place to make that happen. Now, I'm just hopeless for the state of everything.

Label after label after label… Now, imagine I am your family. The people that you love the most. Today, I am adding to my resume: “They think that I really don’t know how to turn on a relay” “Sex robot” “Robot in general” “Communist” “Clear your cache” “She’s a fed” “She’s a rat” Shut up. I’ve been building this plan for 5 years. If you think they won’t slay you after slaying me… HA they’re coming for you, I was just the person willing to die for it first. Do you see now? Do you see yet? Psychopaths. All of them.

Top o the morning nostrovians 🥳⛅️ This will be my last post from this specific npub At this point, I am sure that a Minimum of 3 different actors have access to my nsec through exploits of my systems. So you’ll just have to trust my voice/pen right now. A bit of a wild ride but I’ll try to explain… The day Brazil banned X, I came to nostr. My favorite AI engineer content builds from Brazil. My legacy socials have been shadow banned for years (roughly 2021). I’ve largely stepped away from the online world… but recently revived some socials to help friends out with their content. They are athletes, not computer whizzes. We mostly live in the dirt. Off grid as possible. Motorcycle racing is a difficult industry and it’s costly… so when I arrived at nostr I immediately fell back in love with IoV. I used to contribute daily to projects like nostr. In fact, we used to have something like zaps on another platform but it got banned due to the regulatory crackdown of us in 2020. We were suddenly a “bank” and that was confusing when it came to KYC on centralized platforms. Weitse Wind is an incredible mouthpiece for kindness in this space and he waded us through an absolute mess. I’ve had great mentors. I owe them a lot. Whenever I build a platform, I imagine it as a service to others bc I genuinely try to live by a service to others mindset. Hence open source projects So, I follow a prototype to scale model… this npub is an outlier. I started nostr from a computer but as I looked at the source I got scared for onboarding my friends and family. We’re still trying to digest 2FA in that world. So I created a proof-of-concept… I didn’t realize it would scale this quickly. I onboarded as though I know nothing about encryption. so I used my real face and a lot of other really real details. Also, some not real because I knew I was in a pit of vipers. We all are, on the internet, always. I literally pasted my keys to a word doc… I built this as sloppy as I know my loved ones would. And then I downloaded the apps to my phone. And along the way tried to explain what was happening… I didn’t touch any code and I only changed a relay once, but I’m pretty sure at one point my real human IP was banned. And here we are… multiple people have control of my account. You all have no way of knowing which signed events are actually a match to my face. You’ve witnessed both the burning of my books and a witch hunt in real time. And all of this data is stamped in history as though it is me. At the “block” level. Proof-of-concepts are helpful because they give us visuals and immersive experience. Measure twice, cut once. My next profile will be me in full authenticity, but those keys will be secured with biometrics. Thank you for coming my extremely confused TedxTalk and namaste. 🙏🏼

This space has really changed that much huh… that’s how we obtain VPNs now huh

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