The good news: For years my neighbor's bitch of a "daughter" has been stealing from her elderly mother Running through a string of old ass sugar daddies No amount of money was ever enough Today her brother (the biological child) is pressing charges on her and finally putting a stop to her bullshit I'm happy for her She's a fucking hoe ass cunt

Life just kept throwing curve balls I felt nothing One thing after another Just falling apart And I was so numb to it all Trying to muster up the appropriate reaction The expected outrage But quite dead on the inside I was saving all the emotion Waiting until the really big thing And now it's here A few uncontrollable tears A sigh of disappointment Sad for the missed plans Sad for the things we didn't get to do Sad for the future empty seat at Thanksgiving Sad that the last time I saw you I was scooping you off the floor Sad I couldn't do more Sad that the last few days were true suffering Sad I couldn't stop time Sad that I didn't know what to say on so many occasions Sad you never got to see your garden in bloom All the things I planted for you Sad for the gifts I never got to give Sad that I wasn't there to hold your hand as you left this shit world behind Sad I never got to talk to you more about my philosophical indifference to the world Sad that you were left alone so many times Sad that I had to silently watch your mind unravel Just Sad

That's terrible

[Actually] reading a fictional book feels like an act of rebellion in itself

Most people do this and I don't know why (The following is an example of what not to do) I confronted someone with a lie they had told everyone. It wasn't even a big deal, however, I'm looking for patterns. When said person was presented with the counterargument by the third party, the proceeded to deflect by pointing out something potentially awful about the third party. I had stated that the third party discussed how the friendship between them and this person was terminated. Simply put, he was bothersome and had interrupted the third party's girlfriend's sleep by being relentless and needy; to which the person rebuttals with "I don't even have his GF's phone number". I stated that it was conveyed that part of this onslaught of calls was via Facebook, to which he had no response. Of course not. Now if you're defending yourself, don't just assume you know more than you do, and certainly don't state which mediums weren't used unless you're prepared for a follow up. Every piece of information offered unprovoked just serves as a clue -- well if you offer up some information willingly, why not other information? Especially if it's so similar in nature... Such as pertaining to the method of conveyance... Just odd. However, while being accused of telling a story that may have not been true, the person decided to out the third party as being a very young waifu enthusiast. To which I noted was concerning, but had nothing to do with the issue at hand. This is deflection and a distortion. He remained friends with the third party after witnessing questionable behavior, so why would he use this information to sway my opinion about the third party and make him seem less trustful? It wasn't a big deal when he witnessed whatever it was that he witnessed. But... He knows I heavily frown upon that type of degeneracy. Nevertheless, this doesn't change the fact that he lied to me and everyone else about something so small. Something that he does to everyone... Incessantly annoying actions that put people off. He does this to me, he does this to other people, and people do not want to engage with him because he is needy and clingy. My biggest question is why would he think that I would buy in to his shenanigans when I'm already aware? This is weird to me. This is not something that one should do. Being honest is better. Being a good liar is more favorable.

I'm so bored with politics and religion

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There's a trajectory that we've been on for so long that when things start to finally unfold I'm already bored I do not know how to mitigate this lack of response anymore

Fake does get boring from time to time However delusion makes life feel more interesting

When people lie to make themselves look "better" (for lack of better phrasing) I sometimes wonder if they're just practicing in case they interact with someone perceived as more important

Social media is like reading a well scripted crash out The difference between it and a mediocre novel is that the author of the novel generally doesn't lose the plot

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It just hits

Hilarious

17 beers 4 shots and other later Me Should I go get some more beer? I mean... For the most part all my facilities are functioning properly. I can still walk a straight line and form a coherent sentence. People Maybe not Me Yeah but People But what Me I thought it went without saying

Thoughts: I assume getting more than halfway through a book in a day is weird to you (all of you) You usually have books read to you and it doesn't quite... Go that fast... For you... So to speak... But that's ok Like Shit happens

Friends have been upset and acting weird So it hits me Ok I made you feel dumb on several levels The book thing is another issue huh? It's a random book I was reading it yesterday Like all by myself I'm sorry I got too far Like wtf am I supposed to do?

Oh some things are terrible So I changed my status to in a relationship You know how many dumb ass guys that stopped being.... Weird? 0 I'm trying to be super realistic to stop them It's not working Guys are like omg you're beautiful You're sexy I'm like I'm elbow deep in human feces I didn't get to shower today My hair hasn't been combed in like a week Does that stop them Oh fuck no

I don't really fit in Like anywhere