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I am a whole bag of special Transparent Pirate All the world Is a larp Don't take everything so seriously โš ๏ธ ๐Ÿท๏ธ Nothing is for you
First protest Naptime Pre k Baptist Church I got sat on Second protest The pledge of allegiance Kindergarten I got reprimanded I didn't get stars on this stupid chart meant to rank us Later (in other grades) told I was in trouble Visited the principal Got docked points on my work The only regret was not getting other kids to join in
The Whitehouse screaming In god we trust One nation under God Ok calm down with your propaganda Thank Shiva that our founding fathers knew the importance of religious freedom Please sit down And btw Forcing children to say the pledge of allegiance is just weird indoctrination and no better than what Russia did - which we condemn It's brainwashing 101 Most kids don't even know what they're saying until it's too late
It's crazy to me how people can be like Omg Yas we need Bibles in schools and then turn around and complain if a different religion is being presented they automatically want to take legal action
I hate the whole But my religion is better ๐Ÿ˜ญ bit In many cases their religion literally was derived for something much older and it's just a spin off
Random Not too far from me there's a university that allowed students to present their witchy Wednesday segment and spread their beliefs to the student body A christian group raised up with their best Karen attitude They want to sue the school How cliche Ew I feel like the admin should just cite religious freedom and say if you want a separation of church and state you should vote for it lol They got mad over young adults talking about spells Incantations And moon phases News flash Christians do the same shit You light candles and incense You say prayers That's incantation and ritual Some call it manifestation You were told to study the "heavens" and look to the sky for signs and introduced to the blood moon and it's significance and the celebration of the birth of your savior isn't on his actual birthday It is part of a pagan holiday Which was done because the switch would be easier Shits crazy
Sometimes being grief stricken makes you miss a lot When you're in shock you don't ask as many questions And definitely not always the right ones
Ever since my cousin lost his daughter because her fiance caused the death of her and their newborn He's been so cold to me I didn't kill her I didn't do anything to him His father already had a problem with some of the family over politics But this is not my problem or my fault and has nothing to do with him I don't get it Hailey was a bitch But she didn't deserve to go out like that And they should have done something If nothing else It was negligent homicide And I was there for them I was respectful I was willing to jump this kid after the funeral with a dozen other people Idk what more I could have done
Growing frustration with my cousin His site is trash I kinda just want to hack him for the lolz and the fuck you
The time two of my exes wanted to race in the rain to "fight" each other over me After they already decided I wasn't worth it I tell them no and they're going to crash I condone nothing It starts to rain My warnings get stronger The car I was in Was the one that didn't crash One says you're always right idk why I don't listen The other thinks he won a prize until I told him he was an idiot
Reality Jumping in a car with someone suicidal Their guilt kicked in I was laughing and smiling Having so much fun as we skidded across the road Drifted around every corner Rain pouring down The road slick and some parts turning to mud They wanted to die But not kill me Especially in that moment Especially with that attitude Oh God I'm an angel Like what Ok Sure
People always want some deep profound meaning in everything Yeah sure It's the quantum mechanics of time
People saying Everything happens for a reason My mind Ok what's the reason Let me guess I've been so concerned about driving under the influence or not in the right state of mind recently out of nowhere after many years of enabling people to drive under the influence Heavy influence And swearing there's no possible way we'll die get hurt or get in trouble And was never wrong All the times I've been in a car with a driver that was actually suicidal and trying to flip the vehicle but magically couldn't All the times I bragged about feeding the driver booze encouraging speeding and hanging out the window only to see a news story the next morning of sober people doing the exact same thing only to meet an untimely early death All the times tragedy should have struck but didn't And I may have just been insanely lucky for far too long and reality needed to set in I'm not immortal What about the other people involved If I'm supposed to learn a lesson I didn't get it Maybe shit just happens
Dark humor Well you were always being an inconvenience to everyone around you Why not go out like that
So curious Will I still have the same anxiety riding at night Will it be worse Or will it go away It came on suddenly I assume it was a second wave from the weed But I felt it again later I wondered if I just started becoming a pussy out of nowhere Something was wrong Not too long ago I was riding every night Looking up at the stars Jamming to the music One hand flailing freely Slamming it down Headbanging Not a care in the world Then it all changed
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