This is why only the good die young
Because getting old is terrible
It's fucking hell
Especially if you're not rich
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I am a whole bag of special
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All the world Is a larp
Don't take everything so seriously
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Nothing is for you
Seeing a man who used to be so cool and strong
Covered in bruises
In a diaper
Shaking and struggling just to sit up
Makes me want to die young
Stopped by my uncle's house
Cleaned up a little for him
Went back to my dad
Gave him a foot massage for his birthday
Turned on the TV
It's America's got talent
This whole group starts singing happy birthday
Let him pretend it was all for him
Leave
Crawl into bed
Turn America's got talent on again
It's interesting
The timing is
Interesting
Inconvenient lol
Old men singing about life and death
Deciding to watch America's got talent tonight might have been a mistake
I think I feel worse for the other family
If it was the beer
A stroke
Confusion from the damage already done
Whatever it was
He shouldn't have been driving and someone should have taken his license away
There was 0 reason he needed to be on the road last night
People want to act like it wasn't his fault
But in a way it was
The others were in critical condition
Supposedly one not expected to make it
I heard it was one and they died
But then found out it was two
Current condition unknown
No one was named in the news
I kinda want to know
I suppose maybe I'll be sad later
I haven't had much time to feel anything deeply
Mostly just annoyed
And concerned
Idk why they didn't take his license away after his stroke
He kept getting confused and forgetful
He had a series of mini strokes
But it's hard to tell
It just looks like someone zoning out and forgetting everything that just happened
He would still have a couple beers and drive
Which makes it worse
He was already having problems completely sober
I've been thinking about driving under the influence so much lately
The last time I posted about it (on the 21st)
I went out and ran into a friend
I just had this stupid smile on my face the whole time and didn't have anything I wanted to say
Nothing against him
So I said I was high
Better than explaining
He said drive safe
Not knowing I completely lied
Maybe tomorrow I'll go through the poetry of today and edit it and make it better
It's ok
But not great
Just freestyling real quick in between drama
The man on the corner
Swaying and praying
This metal beast
Doesn't turn him into a feast
Razor sharp teeth
Eyes glowing yellow
Charging at him
Telling the other fellow
Run while you can
I'll hold him back
Please monster
Don't kill me with your rack
Oh common sense he doth lack
For you see
This man on the street
Is fent bent
And that monster is a bulldozer truck
He's a night worker
The roadwork that's been causing a muck
Needs double overtime
Because the township is crying it's a crime
To shut down the road for this much time
#poetry
Oh I can do so much better
My heart isn't in it
And it doesn't do justice to what I just witnessed
He shouldn't have been driving anyway after his major stroke
But he was
And he might have had another stroke before the crash
Possible
He also probably had a few beers while he was out
There were two other injuries
Might have to update my poetry
Ehh
Reduced to a headline and a 5 hour inconvenience


The infection starts to spread
The anger
The hate
No rest for the wicked
I can do that when I'm dead
#poetry
I can't begin to tell you
How much this mentally hurts
I don't have time
I have to go back to work
Is everyone finished
Can I continue onward
Before my will begins to diminish
I hope you know
You're all being absurd
#poetry
I've been yelled at
Screamed at
Wrongfully accused
It's been one endless string
Of pure utterly ridiculous
Verbal abuse
I'm about to break
At my Wit's end
I've had it up to here
Everyone shut up
Don't talk to me
I clap back with a sneer
#poetry
Dear asshole
I hope this email finds you well
Tell your father his brother is dead
I don't even want to write to you
Because of all your drama
But it's required of me
No one said it had to be thoughtful
By the way
Your website is trash
Your grammar is off
Your spelling is atrocious
The UX hurts my soul and my eyes
And you're vulnerable 100 different ways
Good luck with that
I feel bad for your customers
At least
That's what I want to say
We go out
I watch you stuff your face
I sit back
And listen to all your complaints
Telling me everything you want
From me
From life
Because you're stuck in a rut
Ok calm down
This isn't how
I pictured this evening going
But somehow
I was already knowing
Anticipating
Expecting
It's my peace
You're rejecting
Put some more food in your mouth
It'll slow you down
Please stop talking
The conversation already went south
I just want to hurry up
And get the fuck out
I have other places to be
Other people's needs
All depending on me
You don't have to ask a dozen times
I'm fed up with this
With you
Even these rhymes
#poetry
I hang up the phone
I finish my work quickly
As much as I can
Drive my uncle home
Then leave to take a shower
Before I go out
There's still more to do
But it will have to wait now
Later I'll resume
Pick up go go go
A never ending nightmare
This point is so-low
#haiku