random

being original is better than being the same puppet that act like what the others did

copying an atmosphere because everyone does it while you personally don't is basically depressing.

:chill:

i am really clueless

platipus from nebraska

i am lost.

.... what am i doing here

what i mean is how tf people went "can i follow you" all while i am dying on the floor spamming the [Post] button for over 10 min View quoted note →

i wonder being a bored gremlin that always make noise on the internet is really worth it

somehow some Japanese nostr users began to follow me, idk why

Nothing truly special happened to me this year; in fact, there were more negatives than positives. I was genuinely careless multiple times this year. Even though I was aware of my mistakes, I don’t know why I kept repeating them. There are many things I’ve kept bottled up in my mind, including what I did, “why I am like this,” and so on. So, I’ll just look at what others have achieved this year… If I have done anything wrong, I sincerely apologize. The year 2025 has been the year of my biggest carelessness. I realize it, and I deeply regret it. View quoted note →

i didn't get the airreply or the note, but go on. hello. View quoted note →

gada yang betul-betul spesial yang terjadi denganku di tahun ini sih, malah lebih banyak minusnya ketimbang plusnya. berkali-kali aku benar-benar ceroboh di tahun ini. walaupun aku sadar kesalahanku, entah kenapa aku masih melakukannya. Banyak hal-hal yang telah ku pendam sendiri di dalam pikiranku, termasuk apa yang aku lakukan, dan "kenapa aku begini", dan sebagainya. jadi, aku hanya akan lihat apa yang orang lain telah dapatkan selama tahun ini... Jika saya terdapat melakukan sesuatu yang salah, Saya mohon maaf. Tahun 2025 adalah tahun kecerobohan terbesarku. Aku sadar, dan aku sangat menyesalinya.