seeing all of the dramas, bad takes, ideology enforcements being put into foss projects, especially linux distros components like systemd, i am slowly and more slowly became hopeless and want to ditch the entire computer out. but then i realized that even windows code is as dirtier as it is. so did android, and even iOS. slowly, i can't help but to let my computer get fucked up with the instructions that these software make all the time and just live. i guess, living in a chaos is one way to describe it. sometime you can't help but to embrace how terrible it was and just enjoy it.

if last year the most boring talk on this lobby is all but BTC all the time, then these days it's mostly AI and all of the shenanigans. one thing that most ai slop developer mostly unaware of is that most of the budget that they pull out from their wallet for all of this tends to barely or never got any profit.

at that point, i started feeling that it's not worth it. completely not worth to host despite it keeps the network decentralized. View quoted note →

while hosting nostr relay is good, i think it's only good when the resources that you have is as big as you can think of. because most of the time, the notes that gets feed into your self hosted relay are mostly events that got forwarded by bunch of bots from various relay that identifies nothing on their user agent header.

and then i remember that despite of the methods that i try to get people unfollow me, somehow the opposite happens quite often.

well, i don't know.

and still, to this day, i consider the outbox model to have a risk of self sabotaging.

oh, hello again.

heard that someone's relay went on high spike from someone's bostr2 setup. as a side note: although i am the one who maintain bostr2 project (and it's older variant), i actually don't run bostr relay anymore. So if there's anything else, it's basically something outside of my own control. You can block the default bostr default user agent if you would like to. thank you for understanding.

still keeping my promise. nostopus my beloved.

juan

Little stress test on go-bwhero v1.2.4 that converts GIF to WEBP now...

ola

long time not stepping in here eh

halo.

不要你离开～距离隔不开～

i am still noisy as usual but in other dimension

alo