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Kensho
secessio_plebis@bitcoiner.chat
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The ego is taking longer to die than I had hoped
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Kensho 11 months ago
May sell some #bitcoin soon. For my family.
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Kensho 1 year ago
After years of politely suggesting they spend a bit of time looking into it, your friend sends this to a group chat and says "nailed it, couldn't have put it better myself" Does someone have the finance bro meme I could send him? He is, in fact, a finance bro. Wwyd? #asknostr #bitcoin image
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Kensho 1 year ago
Feeling frisky. Might buy a house today. Time to upgrade the citadel
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Kensho 1 year ago
I considered quitting nostr. I considered just creating a personal (real name) account and dropping this one. I considered converting this one to my real name. Ultimately I deeply fear rejection. A deep sense of worthlessness. Of feeling hated. I've seen hate here pointed in my direction. Having been told I "add no value" by a certain user, it caused a wonderful agony. For that I'm grateful. Self hatred. The part of the ego that cannot be overcome, but must be embraced. I've said some dumb stuff on this profile. I also feel attachment to some profound moments I've recorded here. Even if it's just screaming into the void. Oh what to do. #asknostr
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Kensho 1 year ago
I cannot let go. It's not me that can do the letting go.
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Kensho 1 year ago
Negative vibes are a poison. Avoid those who have not learnt to see their own beliefs for what they are. Self hatred.