May sell some #bitcoin soon.
For my family.
Kensho
secessio_plebis@bitcoiner.chat
npub1x3u8...uj00
The ego is taking longer to die than I had hoped
After years of politely suggesting they spend a bit of time looking into it, your friend sends this to a group chat and says "nailed it, couldn't have put it better myself"
Does someone have the finance bro meme I could send him? He is, in fact, a finance bro.
Wwyd?
#asknostr #bitcoin


Feeling frisky.
Might buy a house today.
Time to upgrade the citadel
I considered quitting nostr.
I considered just creating a personal (real name) account and dropping this one.
I considered converting this one to my real name.
Ultimately I deeply fear rejection.
A deep sense of worthlessness.
Of feeling hated.
I've seen hate here pointed in my direction.
Having been told I "add no value" by a certain user, it caused a wonderful agony. For that I'm grateful.
Self hatred. The part of the ego that cannot be overcome, but must be embraced.
I've said some dumb stuff on this profile.
I also feel attachment to some profound moments I've recorded here. Even if it's just screaming into the void.
Oh what to do.
#asknostr
I cannot let go.
It's not me that can do the letting go.
Negative vibes are a poison. Avoid those who have not learnt to see their own beliefs for what they are. Self hatred.