GM #nostr
Still being punished from wanting to make my own choices for speaking up for myself & what I want to do and for talking to people that people feel like I shouldn't be talking to or have no business talking to.
I'm really getting tired of not being able to say anything positive.
I'm being driven crazy and unstable to the point of wanting to die so I can't be stuck into a facility while everyone takes how sad they are about me just never getting off it together.
saw my ex at the concert last night and I can't stop having violent flashbacks of the abuse and everyone just keeps telling me to go to the psych ward.
Grateful for the friends that bought my bus & concert tickets then got me food while I was dealing with trying to find shelter to go to the doctor and this concert.
If someone wants to send me to the Doctor since my hotel doubled because my parents decided to ruin my birthday gift to myself.
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i've been kept from making any income for months just put me in a situation that will land me in jail/psych facility. so i can continue to be an extra social security number for their free use.
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my mother sent the pastor $100 so I could have a room to stay in tonight but won't give me the money so I can have a roof over my head unless it's where she dictates.
not even the church will help me escape my abusers.
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sad i missed #nostrbiblestudy i was too busy dealing with being swindled by my local church after their bible study.
i dont even have a bible besides psalms rn :/