do i stay awake to avoid the night terrors until I feel better or just have the repeat dreams of the verbal and physical abuse I endured but was unfortunately triggered by?
{Yes, even after years something can disturb you}
my abusive ex is messaging me from his alts to tell me about my ex best friend i don't even care to think about anymore. talkin bout "i miss you sometimes".
yeah keep doin that.
#bullshit