Bhean

walking for days #footstr

i hate fucking complaining.

my access to care is always restricted- nostr:note1uxend6npnhs6cnr9hgwy945gnr767jf0jzzy9gzg457zdpd6jq2s2v85qw

everyone thinks I'm somebody fucking drugs all the goddamn time but literally I can't even fucking get their medicine dysfunctional normal human being because my people don't understand the cost of human life.

coke truck pulled up today🪷

i hate the term "victim" cuz i survived more shit than most. nostr:note1xglzmu92gzy352dz9d9n2t97k8t4wqlv92scu7xky5a85sqhedys7hx6ma

honestly, can't wait to die. {using library wi-fi so everyone, unfortunately can see this}

does this count as an x or an o?imma just say ø

Goodnight 🌝

almost forgot to take my autism today nostr:note19kjf970r7lzq88gkj89uhqd8kx5le9l59kf60xrw7cv3lglvswxqaku8vp

last night it was pouring raining, i found a tree at a church to sit under until the sprinklers came on and soaked me. drying off and drawin in a public space for now. the next coming days won't be the best either apparently. i really need to get a few things if i'm going to find a camp to be at. i can't even protect myself rn, it's truly stressful being the only unhoused persons in my family since my mom wants to be lazy and not deal with getting her assets for the human she had, to utilize (it's just land).

GA #nostr

🙌🏾 nostr:npub1cashappn03s3cl2ljsdntv0v28e2um5lgx4vjctqjt23pcwzjhsqmtdg5l {success}

Someone hit the nut button plox~

No clue where I'm sleeping tonight or if I'm ever going to get to go to the doctor to get back on antidepressants. I don't know anything. No clue what's even appropriate to say anymore.

Morning #nostr

nostr:npub1yx6pjypd4r7qh2gysjhvjd9l2km6hnm4amdnjyjw3467fy05rf0qfp7kza what's this???

i dont understand why my mother keeps trying to handle my court case. seriously i can't get away from them or be with family because of constant narrcistic control disguised as "help". nostr:note102afl29rja3gku290jmqlear5cwmkaryrspp4fyfgqgpees8t0esu7k6wg

#icebucketchallenge #fuckice #yum #yesimanemic https://video.nostr.build/a64a908e7a8b843c32ee9e2ccf3a27eacfb30fa831ad1f9f1c909b2e10c0d1dc.mp4

#memes #lol