A girl is all wrapped up... Recently my Love @Kali purchased self-adhesive medical wrap for Her injured foot. Turns out it was much cheaper to buy a big pack in rainbow colors than a few boring single-color rolls, so we found ourselves with plenty of extra and my Love used some to reward Her Lily with a partial mummification. Lily was told to stand up straight, hands at her sides, and be still. This girl did as commanded and watched with curiosity as a roll was produced and my Love began to wrap it around Her Lily's knees, binding her legs together very tightly and quite effectively hobbling her. This girl was able to take tiny, mincing steps, but not very steadily, so she stood very still like a good girl and behaved as her Love continued to wrap her up tight. Next Lily was commanded to put her hands on her crotch and two rolls of wrap were used to tightly tie them in place, graciously permitting this girl to touch and play with herself while she was bound. This girl was only allowed a small range of movement with her fingers, but she thoroughly enjoyed every inch of it! Another layer of wrap bound Lily's elbows snugly to her sides, then my Love grabbed another roll and held it up to Lily's face. She wrapped it tightly over this girl's mouth first, then verified she could still breathe and signal for help if needed before proceeding to wrap her whole face up tightly, covering her nose, eyes, and ears with several layers. The tight wrapping created a powerful sensory deprivation effect, blocking Lily's vision completely and obscuring her hearing and sense of smell in a truly glorious way. The feeling of tightness all around her face and head were a swirl of feelings, stifling but comfortable, restrictive but exciting, and a little bit scary but very comfortable and welcome. These are feelings that Lily would love to experience over a longer period of time, perhaps in a hogtie or another way she could more easily relax into it without worrying about balancing on unsteady feet. Being wrapped up like this and teased, tickled, and played with by her Love would be a divine experience that Lily intends to beg for eagerly! Finally we had a moment of fun when my Love started to unwrap Her Lily. Once she was free enough to be steady, this girl started to spin and twirl as the wraps were pulled off, just like a mummy in a cartoon, and we shared a happy laugh at the thought. Lily loves her Kali and is thanks Her very much for a unique and enjoyable experience this girl is very anxious to repeat soon! #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Fetish #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #SubSpace #Substr #FLR #SlaveGirl #Mummification #SensoryDeprivation #NSFW

A girl chills out... Lily missed her daily trip to the gym recently and was punished by her Love @Kali so that she will be discouraged from such laziness in the future and learn to be a good girl. Punishment for missing the gym is an ice bath, and this girl was sent to buy the ice. This was a little bit like being sent out back to cut your own switch for a beating, and Lily felt the presence of the ice bags in the freezer until the time came. As the tub slowly filled with water, Lily got even more nervous despite her interest and some level of excitement for the challenge and experience. This girl usually has good temperature tolerance, but this is a bit extra compared to not wearing a coat when it's chilly outside. 😂 My Love commanded Her slavegirl to get into the water. It was bitingly cold from the first touch of her toe, and that was with no ice added yet! Lily summoned all of her willpower and slowly lowered herself into the frigid water, eventually covering most of her legs and midsection. My sweet Love mercifully did not make Her Lily submerge completely, but it was still so cold it was painful! Then She reached for the first bag of ice and dumped it between this girl's legs! This was followed by the other two bags, and Lily quickly learned what it is to actually be cold. 🧊🥶🧊 The pain was as intense as anything she has ever felt! No beating or other punishment this girl has yet endured has made her scream and cry so much. "Oh my Love, oh my Love, it hurts so much!" were probably the nicest of the words that spilled from her lips. It was cold and painful all the way through, but this girl's feet were the worst of it! They have become more sensitive to cold in recent years, and the ice bath felt like every inch of them was being stabbed by a thousand tiny knives. 🦶🗡️ By some miracle, time during this ordeal passed more quickly than it felt like. Lily had assumed the opposite would be true, but she was soon commanded to stand up and get out. It had been about 5 minutes, but surprisingly felt like less. Nonetheless, this girl was happy to oblige and scrambled to her feet in a way she has never been able to stand up from the tub before, so eager was she to escape her frigid punishment! Soon this girl was enjoying her Love's warm and welcome touch as the cold slowly seeped from her body. The feel of being wrapped in her Love's arms and basking in Her warmth and adoration made the ordeal more than worthwhile, and this girl delighted in the pats on her head and being called a good girl for enduring so well! 🥰 Nonetheless, this girl will be more vigilant about her daily exercise, and that was the true purpose of her punishment. Lily thanks her Love for training, guiding, and correcting her so that she may be a better and more attentive slavegirl. 💜💙 #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Fetish #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #SubSpace #Substr #Punishment #IceBath #FLR #SlaveGirl #PraiseKink #NSFW

A girl dirty dances... Lily is working nights this week and her Love @Kali is working a few days during the day, so She commanded this girl to sleep through most of the day after dropping Her off at work. So she has, and it has been glorious! It is rare for Lily to get enough sleep, and she almost never gets to sleep in, so she feels happy, sprightly, and good! Sadly, Lily missed her trip to the gym yesterday and did not exercise or dance at home to make up for it, so this girl will be punished with a frigid ice bath tonight. she was instructed to learn what is safe so that her Love can make sure she is okay throughout and after the ordeal, and this girl is very happy to be so well cared for. It will be an unpleasant and uncomfortable experience, but Lily is happy in the knowledge that she will be held and warmed in the aftermath, and that makes whatever discomfort the punishment brings more than worthwhile. It will help this girl learn a lesson, be a better slavegirl for her Love, and get to enjoy Her company in an intimate and special way. 🫂 Lily woke up this afternoon missing her Love and decided to do something fun for Her, setting up her phone to take a video of the kitchen, then putting on a sexy song while she cleaned. Admittedly, this girl borrowed inspiration from an Instagram account that posts videos of herself doing things around the house in chains, a hood, and other bondage. She likes it for the same reasons as Lily - the weight, slight restriction, challenge, and for Lily, the constant reminder of her Love and Her ownership of this girl. Lily loves being in her chains and chastity belt, and she hopes to spend much more time in bondage to her Love over the years to come. As the opening notes of Sex (I'm a...) radiated from the kitchen speaker, Lily danced into frame, fully clothed and showing no bondage but her cuffs and collar. As she moved around, this girl slowly worked her shirt up and over her head before tossing it aside and kicking her shoes off, smiling and playing for the camera the whole while. Next she put the clean dishes away as she dropped her pants to reveal her chastity belt and the pretty purple hip skirt she wore over it. The coins and iridescent teardrops on the skirt jangled and bounced as Lily bent down to clip a belled chain between her ankle cuffs, then clipped a second chain between her wrist cuffs before starting to clean. As the song played and then repeated, Lily danced through the kitchen, loading the dishwasher, setting up some things to soak, washing pans, and cleaning the counter. As she went about her chores, this girl shook her tight ass and humped the corner of the kitchen counter, the heavy metal of her chastity belt thumping hard against the countertop. My Love enjoyed watching a similar act recently, and Lily is looking forward to seeing Her reaction again! This girl spanked herself first with a wooden spoon on her ass, and then front and back with a frying pan, the metal clanging off of her belt as she struck. Finally, she bent over the freshly clean counter and gyrated against it, rubbing herself in futility as the chastity belt kept her sex tightly locked up and protected. 💕 This girl must go pick up her Love from work soon, and she and is very excited to be back in Her arms and basking in each other's love and adoration for the rest of the weekend! 💜💙 #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Fetish #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #SubSpace #Substr #FLR #SlaveGirl #Shackles #Shackled #Chains #Chained #Chastity #ChastityBelt #Collar #Collared #NSFW

A girl gets a montage... Lily enjoys light bondage in day-to-day life, such as being in her collar and cuffs, or wearing her chastity belt and chains around the house. My Love Kali had a wonderful idea for how Lily could earn her bondage last night. She put Lily in her pretty blue skirt, took her to the basement room with the stripper pole, and put on some music, primarily choosing songs with sexy and provocative lyrics. Lily danced to the first song happily: twirling, flowing, and posing for her Love to the melody and words of Mad World. When it ended, Kali motioned Her Lily over and had her lift a foot into her lap before buckling a cuff tightly around the ankle. Touched, Mea Culpa, and Sadeness (Part I) followed, each earning Lily a cuff until every movement of her wrists and ankles made a wonderful tinkling sound as the rings bounced and jingled. Finally, Lily performed for her Love to Sex (I'm A...), Blaze of Glory, and Geoff Castelluci's amazing rendition of I See Fire, earning chains between her wrist cuffs along the way and making it just a bit difficult to use the pole and skirt in her dance. Lily truly loves to dance and perform for her Love, moving and pantomiming to the lyrics, leaping and twirling and spinning, and finding new ways to move with each new song. My Love gives her pretty slavegirl the most alluring and sexy looks, Lily loves the attention, and it makes her healthier and stronger so that she can better serve and care for her Love. LilyPup pranced in anticipation as she fetched shoes and other things for her Owner so She could take Her puppy outside to do her business. Finally her Owner stood up, clipped Her leash to LilyPup's collar, and opened the door. LilyPup yipped happily and led the way outside, looking around and sniffing to find a good spot. she happily relieved herself next to the deck, panting with relief and gratitude, and returned to her Owner, yipping her appreciation. Lily bent over, grinning with anticipation and just a touch of anxiety. The girl relaxed the muscles around her ass as her Love Kali stepped up behind her and pushed the ginger nub against her hole. It did not slide in as easily as Lily was used to because it was not lubed up like most of things her Love put inside of her. Nonetheless, Lily felt the stiff root push into her and the familiar burning sensation began to spread. This girl kept the ginger in her ass while helping her Love shower and get ready for work, feeling the occasional burst of intense heat inside herself as she squeezed while moving, and especially when her Love bent her over and spanked her! The sensation lingered for about an hour after the root was finally taken out, slowly becoming less and less intense until it was just a pleasant touch of warmth that persisted for a good long time and reminded this happy girl of her morning figging. Before going to work, Lily's Love Kali gave her an option: she could have anything she wanted for lunch, IF she ate a quarter cup of cottage cheese on video first, without retching and thanking her Love for feeding her slavegirl a nutritious meal. A little bit of backstory here: Lily HATES cottage cheese! This girl had a bad experience with the stuff in her formative years, and she has never been able to get over it. she was taken to a restaurant built inside of an old train car for a birthday dinner and got a free "dessert" afterward. It looked like ice cream. 🍨 It was the same color as ice cream. 🍨 It was served as a birthday dessert in a little bowl, like 🤬🤬🤬 ICE CREAM...but it was NOT ice cream. 🚫🍨🚫 One bite of disgusting barfcheese later, and the stuff was ruined for life. 🤢🤮 Lily was tempted to take this as a reason to fast for the day, which would have been a fine and healthy choice and allowed her Love to choose a meal for her later, but this girl's stupid ADHD brain began looking for ways to work cottage cheese into Green Eggs and Ham. A little bit of riffing and a few minutes of video recording later, and Lily was happily on her way to Arby's for a Beef & Cheddar with a cute little vignette sent to her Love. 😁 This turned out to be a most enjoyable experience. Lily liked having the choice to do something that literally turns her stomach for a nice reward, or to be a different kind of good girl and come out of it healthier. Both cases required willpower and it was an intriguing choice to make. This girl loves being challenged physically and mentally by her Love, and this was a good example because it made doing something she deeply detests quite entertaining, and even enjoyable. Lily spread her legs and stepped into her chastity belt, its black and bright steel surfaces gleaming. her Love pulled the belt around her waist, lined up the ends, and locked her Lily up tight. This girl loves the feel and weight of her belt, and she loves to paw at herself helplessly despite the frustration of not being allowed to touch. To prove its efficacy and show how well her sexy parts are protected, this girl sent her Love a short video of herself humping the sharp corner of a table and moaning in frustration and anticipation of her Love's return home to set her free and play with her again! This girl is truly enjoying her submission and ownership, and she looks forward to a happy lifetime serving and worshipping at her Love's feet. 💜 #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Fetish #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #SubSpace #Substr #FLR #SlaveGirl #Butt #Figging #Chastity #ChastityBelt #Collar #Collared #PraiseKink #PetGirl #PetPlay #Pee #Piss #NSFW

A girl gets a figging... Who knew that fig was a verb? This girl thought it was a fruit, or a newton, or a fruit newton, but you learn new things every day! My Love @Kali recently happened upon a video with an interesting word we did not know in the title: Figging. We watched the video together while working out and found that it involves a sprig of freshly peeled ginger being put where the proverbial sun doesn't shine. This was intriguing to both Lily and her Love, and we needed to shop anyway, so we visited the produce aisle for some ginger. Lily waited anxiously while her Love peeled it in the kitchen, unsure what to expect and wondering what it would feel like, both from the shape of the ginger itself and the sensations from its oils. This girl was admittedly quite a bit nervous at first. The video had not mentioned any way to mute the feeling if it turned out to be too powerful or otherwise unpleasant or problematic. Maybe rinsing it out would help, but she feared that doing so would spread it around instead of helping, much like drinking water after eating spicy food. Perhaps a milk enema? Nonetheless, it sounded intriguing and potentially enjoyable, at least as a challenge, funishment, or punishment, so we plunged ahead and experimented! It started with holding a slice of ginger against her nipples, which gave just a tiny sensation, and then a gentle touch of my Love's fingers to open things up down below. She had just a little bit of ginger oil on Her fingertips from peeling it, and Lily was able to feel the heat almost right away! A warm, slightly burning sensation quickly spread around her hole, and she again felt nervous about what full insertion might bring. It turns out that full insertion of a piece of ginger is very difficult without lube, and using much lube is said to keep it from being effective. This girl feels that was just as well for the first attempt, but hopes to find ways to get it in further next time! Lily enjoyed the slightly rough feeling as the ginger was slid inside and out of her, and she was able to hold a piece between her cheeks and slightly inside for about 10 minutes. The burning took effect quickly and this girl worried that it would ramp up to unbearable levels, but the heat stayed just within her tolerance. It had been noted by some people online that if you can handle spicy food, you can probably handle figging, and that turned out to be an apt analogy. The feeling of holding the ginger in her ass gave Lily a powerful burning sensation in and around her hole. This girl felt at the mercy of the ginger and its chemicals, and also at the mercy of her Love, for Who she would try this and almost anything else in search of experiences we can enjoy together. The intensity did ramp up over time, but Lily was able to find joy and good feeling in it. The constant burn made her smile and stamp her feet demurely, as it was a reminder of her place and submission, and it left her with a pleasantly warm sensation in her most sensitive area for more than an hour. Afterward, my Love gave Her Lily a bubblebath with a mix of bath bombs that turned the water into a beautiful dark purple pool of warmth that this girl was allowed to luxuriate in and enjoy with her Love by her side. 💜 Lily has been pondering how to have this experience again. This girl would like to feel what it is like to have the ginger farther up inside of her, but she is a little worried about an awkward ER visit. 😂 My Love had a good idea to use floss or some other thin string to tie to the ginger and be able to extract it, which sounds like a very promising approach. Further research and testing is definitely required! 🍑😁 Lily wonders what it would be like to have pieces of ginger in front and back for a while before she is locked into her chastity belt for the workday and feel that burn while she works to earn money for her Love. #BDSM #BDSMstr #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Fetish #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #SubSpace #Substr #FLR #SlaveGirl #Butt #Figging #NSFW

A girl gets pegged... Lily truly enjoys being a sex toy for her Love @Kali. This girl has many fun places, and she loves to have them touched and squeezed and filled and more, especially when those things bring pleasure to her Love as well. 💜 Recently Lily was bent over and had the vibrating butt plug with a series of balls that increase in size for the shaft put inside of her. My Love was gentle at first, working the balls in slowly while Her little flower adjusted, then sliding in and out and shoving it deep. Both the shoving and sliding are such powerful sensations! They overwhelm this girl's senses and she cannot help but lose herself in them. There is palpable pleasure that runs through her body in waves, but this is mixed with several other feelings... Naughtiness as this girl is being touched deeply in a taboo, forbidden place. Dirtiness because when my Love slides in and out, this girl cannot help but feel the similarity to other things that go on there. Submissiveness because being used there, being fucked in her ass, makes this girl feel like property. Dirty and base and wholly possessed, but proud to be worthy of her Love's ownership and use. This girl was challenged to see how long she could hold the plug in and feels that she did well, but could learn to do much better, and she hopes that her Love continues to train her in this way. Lily was later challenged differently by her Love sticking several fingers inside her up to at least the first knuckle. This girl has never felt so full, so owned, so...very well fucked. My Love indicated that Her goal is to eventually get Her entire hand inside Her slavegirl, and Lily hopes this may some day come to pass. The thought of her Love sliding inside and balling Her (mercifully small) hand into a fist fills this girl with some anxiety and much anticipation, and she hopes to someday help her Love realize that desire. 🍑🤛 #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Fetish #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #SubSpace #Substr #FLR #SlaveGirl #Butt #ButtPlug #Fisting #NSFW

A girl gets her head in the game... This evening, my @Kali Love set out to tie Her pretty Lily's feet in scratchy sisal rope while we sat on the deck. She wrapped this girl's left foot and ankle up tightly and had Lily stand and walk to try it out, then started sending her to fetch and run errands. The rope made walking difficult and somewhat painful, and after a run to the mailbox it was falling off. My Love made some adjustments, and soon Lily had a tight crisscross all around her left foot and ankle, forcing her to walk on the hard, scratchy rope with each painful step. Lily does not know how long she was left this tie, but she performed several chores, was played with multiple ways herself, and then this girl was given the privilege of pleasuring her Love, which earned her three marks! 🎖️🎖️🎖️ The experience of having her foot tied like this was powerful and transformative for this girl. Lily gained two primary pieces of insight as she went about her tasks: First, Lily gained appreciation for one aspect of the pain her Love has been going through. She has had foot pain for many weeks now because of an injury that Lily caused, and this girl has failed to express proper understanding and remorse for her actions. Spending time hobbled like this and feeling pain with every step has helped Lily to understand what her Love has been going through because of her. This girl recently learned the term "atonement-focused sadism," and she feels this in her core. When Lily is challenged or punished, she feels a deep desire to endure for her Love as much as possible. In part as a way to make her Love proud and bask in Her admiration, but as big a part is to feel a share of the pain this girl has caused in a way that she is more able to understand and process. In this case, walking the proverbial mile in her Love's shoes. This girl does not know if her words and actions can ever be forgiven, but she will spend a lifetime working to empathize and atone for them through her service and submission. Second, Lily quickly became aware of the cost of each step and the price for each failure to be mindful or moment of forgetfulness. For example, my Love asked Her Lily to fetch the new toy, a pretty purple and blue vibrating dildo, and meet Her in the bedroom. Lily gathered other needed things, but walked right past the toy on her way downstairs because she was not maintaining mindfulness and awareness of her tasks. This is something Lily struggles with often, and her failure cost her a painful extra trip up and down the stairs - just one of several similar reminders tonight that she must learn how to keep her thoughts in order so that she may better please her Love. After all was gathered, Lily was shown a new way to please her Love that was a powerful and novel experience, as well as a gateway to many new pleasures to come. Earlier in the day when Lily was sent to get the new toy, she also came home with a strap-on. This was intended to go over Lily's chastity belt so that she can pleasure her Love while she is locked away, but my Love found a wonderful alternative use that Lily enjoyed on many different levels. She put the leather panel over this girl's face and wrapped the straps over and around her head. This ended up creating an impromptu gimp hood, allowing Lily to see only little bits of what was in front of her at first, and then nothing at all for most of the time she was in it. When the straps were pulled tight around her head and face, the feeling was sublime. The slow squeezes and quick tugs that slowly increased the pressure and shrunk her world made this girl feel very helpless and wholly, deliciously possessed. With the new dildo strapped to her face, Lily carefully navigated to the end of the bed and climbed in, using her limited vision to guide it toward her Love. With some assistance it was quickly in place, and Lily was able to face-fuck her Love in a most delightful way! The experience was quite unique. Lily takes pride in her ability to please her Love with her fingers or toys, carefully feeling the pressure she is applying and watching Her face and body for reactions and feedback to guide her into giving the best possible experience. In this case, all Lily could feel was a tiny bit of pressure on the mask, and she could see nothing at all once she was settled into place. It was necessary to listen to her Love and the sounds She was making, and to feel the ways She was moving around Lily - grabbing this girl's hair to pull her face down, squeezing her head between Her powerful legs, lifting Herself into the dildo... When my Love wrapped her legs around this girl's head and squeezed, it created overwhelming sensations of control and helplessness. Lily loves to bury her face in her Love, but while her face was covered with the leather panel, she was able to breathe easily, revel in her submission and ownership, and stay focused on pleasing her Love in a way that was most satisfying to us both. The intense buzzing of the vibrator against her nose, chin, and other places also gave Lily some fun feelings and further obscured her physical connection to her Love and kept her working hard to please Her as she deserves. Thank You, my Love, for this privilege and honor. Lily is very happy to be owned by You and proud to serve You. #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Fetish #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #SubSpace #Substr #FLR #SlaveGirl #Shackles #Shackled #Chains #Chained #Chastity #ChastityBelt #Collar #Collared #PraiseKink #Rope #Tied #TiedGirl #Gimp #GimpMask #StrapOn #NSFW

A girl welcomes her Love... This girl has been a very bad girl, and her regrettable mistakes nearly cost her everything. Fortunately, the fates and her Goddess @Kali have smiled on Lily, and her Love has decided to keep this girl and come back home to her where She belongs. She has chosen a beautiful new honorific that warms Lily's heart every time she speaks or writes it. "Yes, my Love..." rolls easily off the tongue and makes this happy girl smile. 😍 she will do everything she can to take care of her Love, show Her the devotion and adoration She deserves, and make Her feel welcomed and wanted. 💜💙 Lily is happily working in her collar and chains today ⛓️💞🔗, feeling their comfortable weight and snugness. In the past this girl would have been otherwise naked, but she now sports a beautiful black and silver chastity belt along with her chains. The belt is locked tightly around her waist and over her sex, and her Love holds the only keys, so Lily can do nothing more than paw 🐾 helplessly at herself without permission and release from her Love. This girl has also been decorated by her Love. Her belt is marked with a shiny sticker with the Superman S on it, which reminds her of old shameful things in new positive ways. 🦸‍♀️ her Love also painted a beautiful butterfly 🦋 on Lily's back last night with the message "Emerge Victorious," and this girl intends to do just that! Lily loves to be decorated by her Owner, and she has been proudly prancing around the house and twirling around to show off her pretty artwork. Lily loves the feelings of ownership and submission these things bring. Her Love has given her a second chance and come home to her. This girl is thankful for this change of life in ways even she did not anticipate 🙏, and she will always remember her place at her Love's feet 🦶🧎‍♀️and adjust her behaviors so that she can properly serve and care for her beautiful Love with no distractions. It is this girl's purpose and greatest desire to please her Lovely Kali, and she will always show her proper devotion and respect. It is time for Lily to check on her Love to make sure Her needs and desires are met. This girl is elated beyond words, and she looks forward to a long and happy life pleasing and serving the most wonderful Woman she has ever known. 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Fetish #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #Substr #FLR #SlaveGirl #Shackles #Shackled #Chains #Chained #Chastity #ChastityBelt #Collar #Collared #PraiseKink #PetGirl #PetPlay #NSFW

A girl gets the blues... This morning Lily helped her beautiful Goddess to the bathroom, then excused herself to go relieve herself as well, but Goddess @Kali called her back and said "No!" Lily stood and waited for a while, confused, until Goddess asked if she needed to go outside and sent her to fetch her leash. LilyPup yipped happily and eagerly complied, being led outside to do her business. she was taken to the bushes near the deck, sniffed around to find an appropriate spot, and got the relief she needed. LilyPup barked and pranced happily, looking forward to a day in the yard fetching things for her Owner as She mowed the lawn. Unfortunately, Mother Nature is a jerk, and it started raining within minutes of setting up for that task, so LilyPup is anxiously looking forward to her next opportunity to play outside. In leiu of that, Lily was taken back inside and allowed the privilege of cleaning and caring for her Goddess' sore feet. This girl loves to worship at the altar of Goddess Kali's soles and is happy to suck and taste Her toes, so she took to the task eagerly. After some time of enjoyable foot care and play, Goddess Kali nodded off for a nap and Lily made lunch of General Tso's chicken with steamed veggies. Lily served lunch, then she was put to use cleaning and sweeping and fetching to make the house presentable for visitors while Goddess Kali performed tasks that she is uniquely skilled at. This girl loves to be useful to her goddess like this, taking on menial work to free her Goddess to do Her important things. It reminds Lily of her place, and she simply loves to be helpful. After the visitors left, Lily was taken to the bathroom and sat down to be made pretty. This girl's hair was recently dyed a lovely purple and pink blend, and she looked fantastic! Unfortunately, the purple quickly faded into pink, and the original pink mostly faded out, so Goddess Kali allowed Lily to pick a new color to add to her hair and we agreed upon a beautiful dark blue. Lily sat pretty as the dye was being applied, then helped around the house while it set, and rinsed it out after an hour. Lily is now a pretty blend of blue and pink, and she has already drawn one compliment from a stranger getting coffee this afternoon. This girl is happy to be made pretty and loves being taken out to show off, because her own beauty reflects well on her Goddess and Lily is so proud to belong to Her. #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #SlaveGirl #PetGirl #PetPlay #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #Substr #FLR #PraiseKink #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Feet #Fetish #FootFetish #NSFW

A girl is a bit tied up... Tonight Goddess @Kali put Lily in a tie that was punishing and challenging for her, and definitely painful, but the endurance of it for her Goddess is more than reward enough. 🥰 Lily had a very tight crotch rope pulled snugly through her ass cheeks 🍑, up her back, and tied tightly around her neck with tension. The rope ➰ is a rough and scratchy sisal that Lily normally loves the feel of, but it proved quite difficult through this ordeal. This girl spent over an hour bound like this. At first Goddess played with her, pulling her around and up onto her toes by the rope running up her back and loose ends left in strategic places. This squeezed Lily painfully but pleasingly in several sensitive places, and she happily moaned and squirmed and pranced. She also had Lily try to sit down, which proved possible by taking her weight on the chair arms and slowly lowering herself, but much more painful than standing. After a while, Goddess Kali had Lily fetch the nail polish remover and slowly drifted off for a nap while Lily cleaned Her nails. 💅 When her task was complete, Lily stood and waited for her Goddess. This put her into a blissful type of subspace despite her discomfort. This girl feels very safe here, and Goddess Kali always emphasizes her well-being over the scene or situation. This freed her to explore the feelings of uncertainty she had: Not knowing when her Goddess might wake, not being sure how long she was to be tied...minutes? Hours? Overnight? Would she be able to endure until Goddess decided to release her? This girl has a safeword, but never wishes to abuse that privilege, and deciding when to call it is a challenge unto itself. These feelings were compounded by the constantly growing challenge of finding some level of comfort and not being able to move around without significant pain in sensitive places. Leaning forward put pressure on everything: grinding the crotch rope hard into her private parts, pulling it tight into her ass, and squeezing her throat tighter and tighter. Leaning back eased the pressure on her ass, crotch, and throat, but this was a difficult position to maintain without straining her back. Everywhere in between was a trade-off. Lily tried kneeling on the chair, but found that this was equivalently painful at best, with the added difficulty of kneeling on her sensitive knees without much padding. In the end, Lily stood. After a while her throat became dry. This girl dared not disturb her sleeping Goddess, who was positioned between herself and the kitchen, so she took an empty bottle from dinner to the bathroom. The walk down the hall was its own challenge, with the scratchy rope rubbing against her neck and private places with every step and exacerbating her already severe discomfort. Lily finally reached the bathroom, rinsed out her bottle, and filled it with water. It was then that her own body betrayed her. This girl has an almost Pavlovian response to the sound of running water, and even with the rough rope squeezing her tightly where it counts, she almost immediately had to pee. Sitting on the toilet was not a viable option, but with careful movements she was able to safely climb into the bathtub, do her business, and use the shower's spray nozzle to clean up. Despite her best efforts to squeeze everything out, Lily dribbled on the floor twice on the way back, then again as Goddess mercifully woke up to hear her story about the bathroom trip and untie her. Lily was made to clean up her messes, and is very grateful to be resting comfortably as she writes this and Goddess Kali finishes Her well-deserved nap. Some bondage is fun bondage. Lily loves the weight of her usual chains ⛓️, the tightness of the cuffs, and the slight restrictions and difficulty they create for her. Some bondage is...more. Lily can spend a day in her chains with minimal discomfort and enjoy the experience and the constant reminders of her Goddess. Spending an hour tied like this was very challenging and quite painful, but this girl loves that challenge. It brings her great pleasure and pride to see her Goddess' reactions when she is able to endure well, and even more when it earns her a pat on the head and a "good girl." Furthermore, she can feel tangible benefits from her training. Because of her Goddess, Lily can squat lower, bend easier, and endure longer. Not long ago it was painful for her to stand in one place for more than a few minutes at a time. Now she can stand on her toes for tens of minutes and stand in a painful tie for an hour. She feels her own pride in this, as well as the pride her Goddess effusively radiates when Lily does well, and basks in the good feelings this brings. Lily loves to be Goddess Kali's good girl and thanks her Goddess for always loving and challenging her pretty flower. 💜 #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #SlaveGirl #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #Substr #FLR #PraiseKink #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Rope #Tied #TiedGirl #Pee #Piss #NSFW

A girl goes fishing… Today while Goddess Kali was getting ready for work, she commanded Lily to visit a local craft fair and earn at least ten compliments, with the hint that giving a compliment often gets one in return. Lily has heard many stories of her Goddess using this technique to good effect in her public-facing job, and it turned out to be very true, and made this a very enjoyable assignment. Lily came away with much joy and believes she was able to spread joy to many others as well. #1 - Almost upon arriving, Lily found a table run by an old man selling a strange assortment of things, including various tools, car parts, and hanging signs. Among the signs was a wooden paddle with holes in it for a very affordable price. Lily purchased this because Goddess Kali has said that Her spoons do not have enough impact for proper punishment when Lily is a bad girl. Lily complimented the man’s beard and asked how long he had been growing it. He said he started letting it grow after he left the military in ’57 because he was tired of shaving his then-dark dark hair twice a day to look clean-shaven. Now he just lets it grow and trims it when it starts getting in his soup. He also told a story about the paddle. He was at the same fair last year and a woman with three daughters picked it up and said “Ooh, this is just what I need!” at which point the three daughters scattered to the winds in three different directions. Apparently, the threat was enough, because the paddle was still there this year for Lily to bring home to her Goddess. #2 - Lily found a booth operated by women from a local hair and nail salon that was selling lemonade. she purchased a strawberry lemonade, tried it, and said “This is delicious, and it matches my hair!” The woman replied, “It sure does!” and smiled broadly. Lily revisited this booth later in the day, and it will come up again. #3 - Lily passed a stand run by a couple of older men selling a variety of 3D-printed stuff, including alien and predator heads and Chinese dragons. One called out and complimented Lily’s shirt, which is purple with a white moon and black tree silhouettes printed on it. she thanked the man and said it matched her hair until it faded from purple into pink. The other man said “yeah, it matches pretty good,” and asked Lily if she was a teacher because she looks like a professor. Lily said no, but she would be an awesome teacher if she was, to which both men agreed, then we talked about 3D printing for a while. #4 - A few booths later, Lily found herself a pretty hair flower. The lady at the booth was yelling at her kids to stop spending money because they were out of it. Lily asked with a smile if that wasn’t the point of coming to these things, to spend everything you make and then some? The lady laughed at that. Lily showed her the flower and she said, “That’s a dollar, and it will match your colors!” Lily said, “Heck yeah it will,” then put it in her hair opposite her ponytail and posed to show it off before moving on. This got a happy laugh from the lady and a “woohoo!” from her friend in the next booth. #5 - Next, Lily found a small gift for her Goddess to take with Her to work or any other time She is away from Lily and misses her. It’s a little pink resin heart with a purple flower inside that comes with a card reading: “A little pocket hug. This pocket hug is just for you, keep it safe and snug. Take it out and hold it tight when you need a hug.” Lily said she was getting it for her Wife to take to work, and that it was very sweet and matched her hair. The lady smiled and agreed, saying she liked Lily’s colors. #6 - As Lily walked the aisles, a man in military-type gear selling paracord lanyards gave her a nod and said, “Looking good!” as she passed by. Lily smiled and thanked him, recognizing the lanyards, as she was given one by a family member a few years ago that she still uses today. #7 - A few booths down, a lady selling bedazzled journals and coasters stopped Lily and said “I like your pink hair! Don’t see that color often.” Lily said it was originally purple and pink but has faded to almost all pink, but she still pulls it off, along with a smile and a pose. The woman agreed and smiled back. #8 - Lily saw a lady pulling her child around in a wagon who had shoulder length hair that was black and pink, similar to her own. Lily complimented, “I like the dark and pink look. It’s hard to pull it off, but we do it well!” The woman smiled and said, “yeah, we do!” as she moved along. #9 - Barely a minute later, Lily passed the same person, now with two older companions. One of them gave her a big smile and said, “cool hair, I love it!” Lily gave her a big smile back and thanked her. #10 - Lily saw a couple wearing matching black shirts with little orange pumpkins. The girl had fantastic multicolored hair in at least 4-5 different hues, including blue and purple. The boy’s hair was also long but plain brown. Lily said to the girl, “I love your hair colors!” then to him, “You should dye yours to match!” The girl gave a big smile and said, “Oh, thank you! I like yours too.” The boy kind of grimaced and nodded quietly. Lily suspects they may have had this conversation before and he’s not really into it. Maybe the extra encouragement will help. We definitely need more colorful people in the world! #11 - Found a lovely painted rock with what looks like the Rocky Horror lips in rainbow colors. Mentioned loving RHPS and being colorful, to which the shop owner smiled and said, “You are very colorful indeed!” #12 - As the fair was winding down, Lily visited a pierogi stand to pick up dinner. The woman there had apparently watched her wander past earlier, greeting Lily with, “I’m surprised it took this long for the lavender pierogies to draw you over here!” It seems there was some kind of lavender festival the previous weekend that she had made them for. Lily said she was sorry she hadn’t known about it, because she would have fit right in, to which the woman agreed. #13 - Lily passed a man wearing a Fanta Grape shirt with a nice beard. she complimented the beard and said she needs one of those shirts to match her hair. He chuckled a bit awkwardly and said “Yeah, I like your hair,” then turned and wandered away. #14 - As she was dropping things off in the car, Lily saw the owner of the lemonade stand from earlier pull her van up behind the booth and get out. she quickly circled around and asked for two more, one for the road and one to share, saying they were delicious, and that the original lemonade described above and a second not noted here had made spending the day in the hot sun very pleasant. The lady remembered Lily and seemed tickled by this, giving her a third one for free and suggesting the gingerade, which Lily tried and thoroughly enjoyed, being sure to tell her so. As the lady was filling the cups, a man walked up and asked about the lemonade. The lady said she had regular and ginger. He replied, “I know you’ve got other stuff ‘cus those are pink.” Lily said, “Strawberry, and this is my fifth one today!” holding up the strawberry gingerade. He responded, “well, if the lady with pink hair likes the pink lemonade, I’ll take two!” and both he and the lady seemed genuinely pleased by this. With that happy ending, Lily went back to the car and headed home to write up her experience and pick up her beautiful Goddess from work and looks forward to loving and worshipping Her while sharing the outcome of her adventures.

A girl angers her Goddess... Lily lays in bed, quietly sobbing into her pillow from the pain in her back, hips, and butt. This girl was beaten badly by her Goddess tonight, with two wooden spoons broken on her ass, and she is truly thankful for it. This girl deserves it. she made a lot of mistakes before Lily was born. she hurt and disrespected the woman who would be her Goddess, and struggled to hear and take in the anger Goddess @Kali was trying to express. The girl who would be Lily put up high walls and hid behind them, and on the rare occasion she came out of hiding, she would lash out verbally and then physically, hurting the situation and her Goddess instead of helping to make things better. Getting beaten for her current and past failures and misbehavior is a better path. It seems to help Goddess Kali let go of Her anger, and Lily cannot help but feel it. It allows this slavegirl to feel and release her own emotions too, and to show that she is willing to take whatever her Goddess gives. When the beating is over, the fighting ends, the wounds begin to heal, and we don't dig the hole deeper and leave lasting wounds as we have been doing for years. Lily is eternally grateful to her Goddess for accepting her, owning her, and punishing her as part of this new dynamic. This is a way we can heal and grow back together instead of apart, and this girl loves her Goddess for accepting all of it, including Lily herself. #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #SlaveGirl #PetGirl #PetPlay #Shackles #Shackled #Chains #Chained #Chastity #ChastityBelt #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #Substr #FLR #PraiseKink #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Collar #Collared #Feet #Fetish #FootFetish

A girl pleases her Goddess... Today Lily was left home in chains while Goddess @Kali went to work. This girl loves the feeling of being locked into her collar 🔒 with her wrists and ankles shackled. ⛓️ The constant feeling of restraint and the challenges posed by her chains are mentally and physically stimulating, as well as a constant reminder of her beloved Goddess. 💜 Lily is allowed just enough distance between her feet to safely climb the stairs in case of emergency. This keeps her stride length limited, but she is able to take smooth, short steps without tugging on her cuffs if she is careful. Lily enjoys and appreciates this feeling and the jingling of the bells on her ankle chain as she walks because they keep her mindful of her position, situation, and surroundings. If she is to learn how to best please her Goddess, this is a necessary ability to develop. This girl is given a slightly longer chain between her wrists so that she is able to reach keyboard and mouse to work effectively and earn money for her Goddess to keep this wonderful life. Lily likes the feel of the tight cuffs and the weight of the chain on her arms as she moves about and performs her work, and she often has to contend with their restriction to complete a task, which is satisfying in its own way. This girl has long fantasized about being kept in chains, and it is all that she imagined and more, because at the end of her workday she has the privilege of greeting her Goddess on her knees and worshipping Her feet and body to welcome Her home and help Her relax. Today Lily was allowed to kiss, lick, and massage Goddess Kali's beautiful feet and suck Her toes. This girl relishes the feelings and desires that deepthroating her Goddess' foot engenders. They are equally powerful as a reminder of her submission and as an intense and evocative way to bring pleasure to her Goddess. Lily loves how expressive and reactive Godess Kali is while Lily pleasures Her, and this slavegirl is endlessly grateful for the privilege. 💜 After spending a delightful hour massaging and pleasuring Goddess Kali's feet to help Her relax after a long day at work, Lily was commanded to fetch Her favorite toy. This is a vibrating double-sided dildo with one side intended to fit comfortably in Her special place and the other side longer and curved like a cock to go in Lily's ass when Goddess uses it as a strap-on. Goddess also has a thick sheath in the shape of a cock with ribbed sides. She had Lily put this on the ass side of the dildo, significantly increasing its size, then pleasure Her orally while She enjoyed the vibrations and the sight of Her slavegirl eagerly sucking Her cock. As with her chains and the foot worship, this act is a powerful reminder of Lily's submission and her purpose. This girl is a slave to be used for her Goddess' needs and desires, and feeling Goddess Kali's enormous cock bouncing against the back of her throat as she struggles to take in as much in of the shaft as possible plants her firmly in subspace. Lily wants nothing but to bring her Goddess physical and visual stimulation, and doing so fulfills her own mind, body, and soul. As she lies in bed next to her softly snoring Goddess, Lily smiles at the three new marks on the wall, one for each orgasm she helped her Goddess achieve, and feels a deep contentment. This is the life she desires. The life she deserves. The life she has craved but did not have the words and understanding to ask. It was a long and rough road to get here, and this girl will spend every day for the rest of her life eagerly pleasing Goddess Kali to thank Her for keeping Her Lily. For owning her and allowing her to serve and pleasure her amazing Goddess, in whatever form that takes as we grow older and happier together. #BDSM #BDSMstr #Bondage #Discipline #SlaveGirl #PetGirl #PetPlay #Shackles #Shackled #Chains #Chained #Chastity #ChastityBelt #Submission #Submissive #SubGirl #Substr #FLR #PraiseKink #Kink #Kinky #Kinkstr #Collar #Collared #Feet #Fetish #FootFetish

A girl labors in chains... This must be a short entry because Lily has to go help her Goddess take care of some things, but she wanted to make a note of this and her feelings. This morning Lily put on the new purple skirt and woke her Goddess with some delightful foot worship, then She took Her Lily out to breakfast and we spent a pleasant morning together. Lily has the amazing privilege of working from home at a desk (or in a recliner), so when it was time for her to start work today, Goddess @Kali put her in the pretty leather cuffs with chains between her wrists and between her ankles. The ankle chains have tiny bells attached so that Lily jingles when she walks and her Goddess can more easily track Her little flower's movements around the house. This girl wishes she could fully express the depth of her love for this feeling and her gratitude to Goddess Kali for allowing her to experience it. Lily has had fantasies of medieval style shackles, prison transport chains, and semipermanent heavy metal cuffs like she has talked about before for as long as she can remember, and being able to spend a day in chains without disrupting her life makes Lily a very happy girl. Lily's new chastity belt also came in the mail today, and she is anxious to try it! That is one of her other longest-term, deepest fantasies. Lily loves to touch herself, and the thought of pawing helplessly at the cold steel plate covering her sex and being utterly unable to get that feeling without Goddess' permission is a nearly overwhelming submission fantasy. These things came just in time as well! Goddess will be working soon, and She will feel more comfortable knowing that Her little Lily is shackled and chained to her desk at home with her private parts locked up tight. This is a dream come true for Lily, and she will do her very best to support her Goddess in Her endeavors and thank Her in every way she is able. #bdsm #bdsmstr #slavegirl #petgirl #petplay #bondage #shackles #shackled #chastity #chastitybelt #submission #submissive #substr #flr #praisekink #kink #kinky #kinkstr #collar #collared

A girl earns a reward... Goddess Kali had Lily write up some reward cards that she might earn by getting Goddess to go to the gym with her, and Goddess is here with Lily right now. This girl is looking forward to pulling a card to see her reward and enjoying it. 🥰 Goddess also asked Lily to do a piece of her 5x5 set with 5 pounds added and send Her the weight. Curious where that might be going. 🤔 Lily loves the way her Goddess presents her with challenges and encourages her to push beyond her limits but does not force. So far She has not really punished for failure, and She is very loving and gives rewards when Her Lily succeeds. Not that Lily is never punished - she can still feel her last well-deserved beating, but Goddess is wise and applies punishment when necessary and gives rewards liberally through praise, funishments, and more when Lily is a good girl. This girl has already shown great improvement in her ability to squat and stand on her toes, and she hopes to earn a pair of pony boots some day. 🐎❤️ #bdsm #bdsmstr #slavegirl #petgirl #petplay #bondage #submission #submissive #substr #flr #praisekink #kink #kinky #kinkstr #collar #collared

A girl has a face... Lily has a new profile picture for Nostr. she is not permitted her to show her real face, so her generous Goddess spent time with DALL*E via Bing to create a variety of images for her. These will probably get switched out over time or used as inspiration for story posts, but Lily chose this one first with purpose for several reasons. This picture probably has the best approximation of her real hair color right now. Lily has a beautiful purple mixed with what remains of her natural black and pink in a few places for accent, plus one strip of natural white right in front. Goddess Kali did a wonderful job dying Her pretty girl's hair and She loves the attention it gets. Lily basks in the praise and adoration, especially that which comes from Goddess Herself. It invites positive attention in a way that this formerly shy girl craves but used to fear, and it makes her feel like the prettiest girl in the world (ssshhh, don't tell Goddess that Lily ranked herself #1!). 😏 The picture prominently features a lily flower, with the girl staring at it with longing and contemplation, as this Lily looks to her future at Goddess Kali's feet with excitement and openness to new things. Butterflies in the background and on the girl's collar are symbolic of Lily's transformation from the person she once was into the loving and loyal slavegirl, pet, submissive, and servant who will devote her life to pleasing and caring for her perfect Goddess. Finally, the collar. Admittedly there were a few pictures with more realistic collars, but the girls are all blonde, which Lily is not, and this one is beautiful and has the best parts of the others. Lily hopes to one day earn a semipermanent locking collar to which only her Goddess will have the key. Lily has long been fascinated by this idea and has wanted a set of locking steel cuffs and a collar since she first saw a version from Axsmar many years ago. she had once thought to be the one holding the keys, but no longer. Lily desperately craves the feeling of inflexible, unremovable steel wrapped snugly around her wrists, ankles, and especially her neck. Steel that only her Goddess can remove. The mere thought of it makes her excited, and she loves the feeling of being owned that such restraints would impart. Lily looks amazing in her beautiful leather collar, and she loves hearing the tiny click when Goddess locks her into it, but this would be next level for beauty, headspace, and submission. ⛓️💜⛓️ So, this is Lily for now. A pretty, happily collared, devoted slave and lover to her Goddess Kali. This is the life and the submission that she desires, and she eagerly looks forward to all that the future holds. #bdsm #bdsmstr #slavegirl #petgirl #petplay #bondage #submission #submissive #substr #flr #praisekink #kink #kinky #kinkstr #collar #collared

A girl earns her marks... Goddess Kali pleasured Herself on the couch next to Lily while she worked on her long post earlier. Lily enjoyed the feelings of her Goddess writhing and undulating next to her and experienced it as another word we have just learned: Compersion. To borrow a definition from the internet: "Widely understood to be the opposite of jealousy, the term compersion refers to a feeling of joy, fulfillment, or excitement when someone we care about experiences joy, fulfillment, or excitement themselves." We have seen it used more specifically to refer to partners in a non-monogamous relationship finding joy in their partner's sexual encounters with others, but Lily likes this more general definition better. Compersion is something this girl has struggled with in the past. That rabbit hole goes deep beyond the scope of this post, so suffice it to say she has not always shown her Goddess the respect and support that She deserved. Lily was able to feel true compersion for her Goddess in this moment. Where she might have been jealous for not being invited to play or spiteful for missing out on a mark, she was able to find joy in her Goddess' pleasure instead. It helped Lily to stay in the right headspace for writing as she finished her task, and she received a near-karmatic reward almost immediately afterward. After she finished writing, Lily fetched the things for Goddess Kali's bedtime care ritual. Goddess was asleep on the couch but woke up and commanded Lily to touch Her after she finished the care routine. Delighted at the privilege, Lily was allowed to pleasure her Goddess repeatedly and earned herself six marks, a deluge of praise and petting, and an ovation to boot! 👏 Lily is so grateful that she was able to please her Goddess. she loves being used for Goddess Kali's pleasure and felt so happy and loved and rewarded by the praise she received. A simple pat on the head and being called a good girl brings Lily a great joy that touches the deepest parts of her soul in ways she did not know the words for to give them voice until just recently. 💜 Now, please allow Lily to explain the marks she has referenced twice. Goddess Kali's pleasure comes first at all times, of course, but Lily may earn her rewards too. Every time Lily brings her Goddess to orgasm, she is allowed to make a chalk mark on the bedroom wall to keep a running tally. Instead of having a requirement to please her Goddess at a certain frequency or some other demanding approach, Goddess Kali turned it into a fun and rewarding incentive program. For each mark she earns, Lily may spend a dollar on something she wants. When she spends some, the remaining marks are recolored and new marks are made in that color until the next spend, then a third color is chosen, and so on. This controls the amount of money Lily can access, which is discipline that she needs and craves right now. It makes her shiver with antici......pation looking forward to her next purchase, and gives us sufficient time to fully enjoy it. In the past this girl would buy one toy and then get excited about another before the first even arrived, so many of them did not get played with very often. It also gives Lily another reason to offer her Goddess pleasure. Goddess has always been shy about asking, though She has been opening up to it beautifully of late, and this girl has always been bad at offering. The marks and this dynamic in general have greatly eased our tensions around sexual encounters in ways that both of us need and appreciate. Lily loves her Goddess and is very happy under Her ownership and in Her bondage, and she looks forward to wherever this voyage takes us. #bdsm #bdsmstr #slavegirl #petgirl #bondage #submission #submissive #substr #flr #kink #kinky #kinkstr

A girl makes a better choice... Lily had to go downstairs tonight to fetch something for Goddess' bedtime care routine. While she was down there, Lily thought about grabbing a pack of M&M candy from the big box of them. This girl would have done that without thinking twice in the past, but Lily wants more than anything to be a good girl for her Goddess, and decided not to take the candy for several reasons. First, Lily is diabetic and has been having trouble controlling her sugar lately. Sugar taken in at night causes bigger spikes in the morning, so skipping it will help her morning exercise get her sugar level where it is supposed to be. Second, Lily promised Goddess that she would do better with her food and exercising. Both of us desire to be healthy and happy for as long as possible, and Lily wants as much time at her perfect Goddess' feet as she can get. Third and the most influential, Goddess has been using those M&Ms as treats for Her slavegirl when she is pleasing. Lily loved eating them off the garage floor as a treat after Goddess commanded her to write apologies for making Her wait on the floor, then scrub it clean enough to eat from. Lily was also made to hump the cold cement floor like the little bitch she is that night. It was a beautiful and satisfying experience, as well as an effective punishment, and Lily does not wish to take away the value of those candies as treats. Instead she will work hard to please her Goddess whenever she wants some. This is but one of the ways Lily can be a better submissive and slave to her Goddess than this girl has in the past, and she will learn better control to help us both.

A girl goes for a walk... Lily was allowed a short rest to write her earlier posts, and Goddess Kali generously allowed her to nap for a while afterward. This girl woke up from that nap to her Goddess and a pair of handcuffs. At first she thought she might be in trouble. When Goddess cuffed her tightly and told her to roll over on her stomach, Lily thought she might be in for a spanking - a frightening thought while her butt and thighs still bear the marks of her last beatings. That was not to be this girl's fate, however, though the outcome did involve her ass. Instead of the sharp sting of a hand slap or the resounding thwack of a wooden spoon, Lily felt the cool, smooth textures of lube being spread between her cheeks by Goddess Kali's warm, soft fingers. This was followed by the welcome feeling of the double dildo sliding inside her and the stimulating buzz of its vibrator coming to life. It was a wonderful experience!* Goddess has not used Her Lily's ass like that very recently, and it felt like hugging a beloved friend. Being played with there is an interesting sensation, mostly due to the obvious similarities shared with the other activity hosted in the same venue. Lily believes that is part of what makes the sensation so powerful and helps it transcend the borders between pleasure, pain, comfort, shame, and more to create an eclectic blend of moods and physical states that isn't always the same from encounter to encounter. * - Lily truly loves when Goddess Kali plays with her there under any circumstances, but this time had something extra. Something special. Many of the stories and fantasies this girl has indulged in over her years have featured one or more slaves, victims, etc being forced into things they might not otherwise choose. Being used in this way appeals to her on a deep, primal level. How does this relate? When Goddess woke her, Lily was tired with a bit of a headache, and she had to pee. If she had asked for a break, Goddess would have allowed it because She cares deeply for Her little flower, but this girl chose to be quiet and take it like a good girl, and she is very glad she did. Lily is owned by her Goddess, mind, body, and soul. The needs of her Goddess come before her own. That is her purpose, and she must learn that lesson and make it part of her being. Goddess makes sure Her Lily's needs are met, so Lily will make sure her Goddess' needs are met and Her wants indulged, and she will always strive to better please her perfect Goddess. Moreover, Lily's acceptance of Goddess' advances made her feel used, and she wants that. Craves it. Lily loves to please her Goddess and perform for Her, and is very happy that she chose not to break the mood, and in doing so got to experience a real version of feelings she had only fantasized about in a way that made her feel very comfortable and safe. The cherry on top? Lily felt easily able to express this to her Goddess and talk about her feelings on the subject. This girl would have struggled to be open like this in times past, and may have left the encounter with a mess of suppressed feelings. Goddess seemed to have some concern and took it as a hint to ask first in the future, at least most of the time. Lily finds that quite acceptable as well. This girl loves her Goddess for Her constant and genuine show of care and concern, but also welcomes Goddess to use her without asking any time She pleases. That triggers something deep and meaningful for Lily, but this girl does prefer Goddess' softer approach most of the time. Lily also got to wear the tail for a while this evening. It fell out easily once, but this girl was then able to hold it in for some light trotting, which she has had difficulty with in the past. Goddess' squat training is paying off in unanticipated ways! 😁 Tonight Lily's Goddess took her for a walk on a leash to 7-Eleven for drinks. This girl has been on a leash before, quite recently on a trip to the park, but not since being given her name. It was an exquisite experience! Goddess dragged this girl around the house a bit as we were leaving, but for most of the trip she was allowed to walk comfortably at her Goddess' heel with a bit of slack. The weight of the chain hanging from her collar and the delightful feel of Goddess' ownership and control walking at the end of Her leash made it a true delight, and an experience that Lily is anxious to repeat and grow from. On the way home Lily was allowed to walk freely at Goddess' heel because our hands were full, but at the end of the block Goddess ordered Lily to her toes - i.e. to walk on tiptoes until we got home. She did not think Lily was up to the challenge, but She has been training Her slavegirl well. Not only did Lily make it home, but stayed on her toes for at least 20 minutes longer while she started setting up the glider food and Goddess trimmed some nails. Both Goddess Kali and Lily herself were impressed by this. Goddess was very excited and petted and praised Her pretty Lily. This girl loves and basks in her Goddess' praise in a way that is very powerful and very deep. Goddess has been this girl's biggest fan and cheerleader since the day we met. Lily has always loved that, and recently learned it is called a praise kink. The reason Lily has it may never be fully understood, but you don't have to understand a thing to see and leverage its potential. Goddess desires feelings of security and has a kink for giving praise. This girl needs discipline and has craved it in unhealthy ways in the past. Lily needs praise, and Goddess gives it in the best and most healthy of ways. This dynamic gives a framework for both of us to get what we need, and that makes it easier for Lily to wholeheartedly belong to Goddess Kali and willingly and gratefully accept Her ownership. This girl has had a good day, and she loves her amazing Goddess all the more for having spent it together. 🥰

A girl has no gains... ...yet, but she will. Lily was a good girl and got up for the gym this morning. she was not able to get Goddess to accompany her, so no reward, but getting healthier for her Goddess is reward enough. Lily did her 5x5 program today and looked very pretty in the mirror with her collar and purple hair, which matches the gym's decor quite nicely. she backed off her weight levels a bit because she had been struggling where they were at due to twinges in her right knee and being at the very limit of what she can handle with some of the lifts. This will allow Lily to make daily gym trips as Goddess commanded without injuring herself and comfortably and safely progress to her previous weight levels and beyond. After exercising herself, Lily went to get drinks in case her Goddess was thirsty. Walking into the store, she wished that she had worn the Vibe t-shirt she got yesterday when a cute girl wearing the same shirt passed her and exclaimed "I really like your hair!" This girl was delighted by the positive attention and reported it to her Goddess as soon as she was back to the car. Lily loves being a bright and beautiful reflection of her Goddess' love and care, and she will work to be a healthier one as well. #bdsm #bdsmster #slavegirl #submissive #exercise