I hope you’re right. I want to take a moment to explain what’s going on my brain in hopes that by explaining you, I might understand sleep and dreams 🌙 🌑 better
So the antidepressant that I’m taking has an effect on dreams, it makes my REM cycle longer and alert, so I feel in control of dreams but it still doesn’t explain the pleasant and colorful dreams, I feel they all represent what I want, but I usually have unfulfilled dreams, something happens and I wake up or during the dream I feel omg im not there, they are not pretty dreams. But the dreams I have these days are pretty
I really feel under water 🌊 when I’m dreaming that’s how real they feel View quoted note →
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Anyways, enough about @jack now again on my problems
I think of you every night @jack
Although, @jack I may be your perfect match if you truly feel you don’t fully understand me. It says in your chart that you will be attracted to all beautiful woman, play with them for a bit like a shiny toy then get bored and want something new that you can’t understand.
So maybe it’s a good thing you can’t fully
Understand me & you never will 😌
Anyways now that someone brought up antidepressants and I replied with pisces ♓️ this got me to think of @jack something I do every night if I’m alone lol
So I was thinking about @jack and his moon is in 2nd house. The positioning of the moon shows how you feel about your future spouse. It says about you “
The personalities of your spouse will be hidden and secretive, and you will never be able to understand your spouse fully.” Is this how you really feel about me? Cause I love you and want you comfortable knowing that you know me ☺️ 
Anyways, last night I had a dream
This time @jack wasn’t in it, it was mostly just me and an another guy. In the dream I was at a party with a guy. I walk towards the guy who happened to be famous 🤷♀️ the guy started looking at me and I did something where the people were looking at me.
The scenario in my dream changes and I see a train, the train had fruits hanging, there was fruits everywhere like people, the people in the train were trying to get the fruits 🍎 🥭 🍐 🍌 but no one ate it.
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I used to already dream a lot but now after taking an antidepressant, my dreams lucid, clear, and I constantly feel in control in my dreams. Any sleep medicine doctors here on #nostr, I’m looking to know how channel myself to be this strong 💪 person where I’m in control in every dream after I stop taking the antidepressants.
My dreams have become more colorful, more in control, more powerful, I never have nightmares anymore. I would like to continue having this power over my dreams even after I stop taking antidepressants #doctors ?
Damn #markzuckerberg has the prettiest biggest blue eyes. He must have a really big dick 🍆 too I can’t wait to hold his dick in my hands 🙌 View quoted note →
Bad mood cause of @jack
Is it because the Dorsey’s don’t value education? @jack are you gonna make your son illiterate too because he’s gonna be a Dorsey?
@jack When you’re partying on your boat 🛥️ with 18 year old models for labors day weekend, just remember these two posts on nostr below ⬇️ with #markzuckerberg and his doctor 👩⚕️ wife, George Clooney and his barista wife and brad Pitt and his girlfriend who has a degree and works as a vice president of jewelry making company
What degrees did flora carter, and the other 2 black girls have? What degree did Kate Greer have? Or your Brazilian gf? Do you only date dumb models because you want to make it obvious to the world that none of the Dorsey brothers have a degree?
There’s a trend to be with educated women, rather than dumb models. Something about these women, makes #bradpitt and #georgeclooney look even hotter, sexier and wilder. I bet no one can say that about celebrities like Leonardo di caprio who only dates 25 year old models. Leonardo’s worth is reduced based on his choices. What do you think about all this @jack ?
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A man’s mind is has less than a peanut of intelligence when it comes to romance
Let me give you a preview of the type of dumb fucks I gotta deal with for date night. Instead of him suggesting we need to go here and there, I have to suggest his dumb ass to “let’s go to a porn theatre tonight” 🤦♀️ this is how dumb men have gotten now … 
Btw just to be clear I’ve never dated Indians, Blacks, South Asians. All men I’ve ever dated are white and Hispanic. Mostly because I grew up in Texas with almost no colored people around, and because even when I came around colored people, they never asked me out
I’ve even dated step brothers both of whom would fight for me
But … the truth is when I first dating J, I was only 18 years old, or might have been 17 I don’t remember. He used to treat me kinda bad… making it seem Iike he has many options, treating me like one of his girls instead of the only girl 👧
Then, he brought his brother P to a party I was at, the brother asked j if he could date me, and J thought I would say no, lol 😂 why would I say no when j was treating me badly, it’s not like I was getting Gold ⚱️from J
I ended up dating P, J’s older step brother and he treated me sooo so good, I forgot about all trauma from J I honestly started liking P alottttt. And that’s when J started hurting and wanting me back.
The brothers would get in physical fights over me and J was willing to do anything to have me back
If you’re a woman reading this just know always date best friends, brothers, and close friends a guy has, if you can’t date 2 guys at the same time. This is the only way to be happier these days.
It’s good that I use a text app to text these guys I go on dates with for my series. Or they wouldn’t stop coming at me. It’s crazy, I feel men get more attached to women who don’t want them and have other men lined up, than women who want them
Everytime I’ve been loyal to one man only, I’ve been treated poorly BUT everytime I’ve dated several men at the same time, they all got attached to me and I ended up emotionally healthy 🤷♀️