chat it's all just a game

chat I'm really triggered about my ancestry right now like is this why I never qualified for DEI??

some people are super ugly on the inside AND outside and there's really nothing that can be done about that.

chat if I showed you the advertisements that have been nonstop pushed on my x feed as of late, you would be appalled.

chat Ozzy Osbourne just died (RIP 💔) and all the youths are picking up acoustic guitars and wearing cowboy boots. times are really changing, but music is something that keeps us all connected, no matter the genre, across continents and generations. today is a good day to appreciate the singer, musician, or artist in our lives. I appreciate all of you, please don't stop sharing your art on Nostr! 🫶🏼

chat, a couple years ago, I was going through some serious issues, and I went to therapy. I had a very lovely, intelligent male therapist who helped me talk about some things I felt like I couldn't talk about to anyone. during that time, you-know-who was shitting on therapy altogether, and making it sound like people who go to therapy are weak. they are not. I happen to think that it takes a lot of courage to go to therapy, especially these days, and men especially, because it's like admitting that you don't have a deep sense of trust in anyone around you, and perhaps, that's actually the truth. that said, seeking help is a good thing, and it's usually the people who think they're all well and fine who end up needing to confide in a neutral party the most, almost like a confessional. nothing wrong with that. if you're religious, there are also very good Christian therapists out there. the one thing I can say is that many of them have heard so many tragic life stories that yours is unlikely to phase them, and a good therapist doesn't have a personal investment in anything beyond giving you an alternate perspective, despite the belief that therapists dumb it all down just to keep you there. that's actually unethical in all practices and could get them fired or worse. fwiw, the same guy who shit on the concept of therapy is making AI Waifus and "dominating" video game scoreboards now. I would say that going to church and talking to a therapist if you really need someone to talk to are both excellent ways of improving not just your mental health, but your spiritual health as well. I love you all and am praying for all of you, especially in these very strange times 💜

GM chat. this weekend I gave myself some bangs, which came out very cute, but I am still getting used to them, and I mean this in a positive way. bangs, it seems, not only shield the forehead from overexposure but provide some sort of cogsec from extreme psychological attacks and emotional interference, which have been a bit overwhelming as of late, as ancient feuds from all over have re-erupted. perhaps I can offer some context here: when Drea cuts bangs it means she has *had it* with the infighting. there will be many songs written about this saga but whatever place you find yourselves in them is solely up to you. I am NOT Taylor Swift and I will NOT use my music a theatrical gossip forum, however, there are words that will come out and songs will be sung, and I will always maintain complete creative control over my work. similarly, I am not one to tell a man when it's time to "exit his position" for the sake of proving points, nor will I ever tell a man what to do with his business unless I think he can do better. imo, there is a spiritual value to money and the more you hang on to ideas, visions, and promises which no longer align with your own spiritual values, the more likely they are to become burdensome and noose-like, perhaps even negatively consequential to the future, regardless of any subsequent gains. am I calling the top? no, I'm not calling the top, because who knows what late stage capitalism has in store for humanity, but I am absolutely certain that I do not want to build toward a future of escapism and anti-American futurism filled with fake, memetic substitutes for real love, passion, and happiness. observationally, it does appear that some missed opportunities are for the long term benefit of both parties. have you ever asked yourselves who you would become if you bought into an ecosystem that was of no interest to you? sure, you might have failed to catch a wave that made others very, very successful, but perhaps that wave wasn't yours to catch. kingdoms rise and kingdoms fall. the most important things in life are often lost on the great kings whose kingdoms failed to stand the tests of time beyond the time which God allotted them. are they remembered for their greatness? sure. but every kingdom built to stand against the Kingdom of Heaven falls in due time. no, I'm not calling the top in terms of money, I'm calling the top in terms of vision. will the future be filled with AI? yes, sure, why not. but not like this. will we someday become a space-faring civilization? yes. absolutely. but not like this. it's time to start something new. let the chips fall where they may.

chat, yesterday I was on a walk around my neighborhood when I passed a driveway with a teal EV in it, which I like a lot, and next door, there was a blue Tesla parked inside a garage. right after I passed the blue Tesla, my Bluetooth headphones lost connection, which was so weird cause that never happens, and suddenly were like "RE-PAIRING", so I kicked a rock and asked God to handle it.

chat we need to talk about the apocalypse more

I'm thinking about giving myself some bangs tomorrow cause my forehead is getting big from too much dreaming and thinking, but not mini bangs because those are a political statement about the male gaze, which I still happen to like most of the time. GN.

also, I cracked open a two-yolk egg today. this has only happened to me two other times. sadly, one of the yokes broke but it is oddly symbolic considering how half of all relationships seem to be broken and the other half are doing just fine tbh.

in regards to the em dash being an indicator of AI issue, I would just like to clarify that it is not an issue – it is what it is.

when they accuse me of extreme mental gymnastics, let it be known: I am a drummer, hence, you will be marching to the beat of MY drums AND YOU WILL LIKE IT – nay, you will LOVE it

chat 99.9% of y'all would not put your asses on the line for it anyway

honestly restaurants should have a Phone Check station where you have to turn in your phone prior to being seated and if you happen to sneak one in you get permanently banned.

chat the memes are in

GN Nostr 🩵