the inner doom is actually just a lack of grace, and it drives the madness, but it's a charade. the fact is that the way God set things up is the best way and it should be shared between one man and one woman, as a lifelong commitment through devotion to the family. this is not a pedantic point – it is literally the most important decision one will make in their entire lives.

and I am only being harangued due to the short term discomfort of those who wish that I would have never uttered your name, tho I felt something so freeing in seeing them make a step so big like that – to show that the family has already opened their hearts. it makes me want to sob. they have a beautiful energy about them. I heard that you made your way home, eventually, and that this changed you for the better.

the fact is that it's way too complicated over there and not too late over here.

you are forgiven.

I will leave it at this: this does qualify as being Right About Everything. welcome to the neighborhood 🏡 while it may not be the most exciting, it is one of the safest places in America. which is saying a lot, because now that I have truly gotten a grasp on The Whole Scandal, I can say that I *am* impressed, actually. we all know (that?) that's saying a lot. and a lot of these shaningans were extremely unnecessary, and often cruel. let that sink in ok? lmk when it has. when Mariah sang "it' all in your mind" she was not referring to me. reality is so weird this way! the internet has changed everything for everyone and it's low key your fault.

Lil ARA (circa 1991)

the problem of censorship on the app formerly known as Twitter was an institutional one, enforced by government agencies, while the problem of censorship on the app currently known as X has come down to one woman who is a fantastic deceiver. she has committed a worse injury to free speech because she is (allegedly) uncompelled by legalities. imagine being that big of a fucking cunt that the government doesn't even need to make her do it. and if they are, that makes her even more of a two faced bitch, because everyone knew "Free Speech" wasn't even the aim of the old guard.

though I did grow up in evangelical America, the church I attended as a child was in a proper church building, and the interior was bright with nice windows, though the carpets and pews were all deep red as if doused in the blood of Christ. now evangelical churches are in shopping centers just like this:

omg

Pope Francis died the day after I followed him again on Twitter (currently known as X) and I will never forget that. thank goodness JD Vance was there to take the blame.

honestly idk why universities never offered a degree in "Reverse Psychology" because it seems to have worked for women for thousands of years.

can somebody please build a Nostr app which hosts audio notes? I would like to send an audio note to Vladimir Putin, since Trump will not allow me to participate in any diplomatic discussions.

for whatever reason, I'd made up my mind on the instinct that things were not as they seemed and only one knew the way forward for the things I care most about.

"diamonds are formed under pressure"

frankly, I'm glad it's settled 😊

mewithoutYou was Nirvana for youth group kids.