“I’M JUST SAYING THIS OUT OF LOVE!!!”
Right after building a whole straw man for me. 🤦♂️
ransom
renegade@primal.net
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Rules are for those who can’t break them better.
Stick to your script for me, like a good boy.
These wallstreetbets ‘experts’ on Discord crack me tf up. They’ll gaslight you, move goalposts, sidestep every point, and once you actually start dunking on their logic, they become DJ Discord and lower your volume levels.
Like bro, I get it, you’re terrified of being exposed as the fool. If your whole game is turning down someone’s voice because you can’t handle facts, congrats—you played yourself out. 🤡
Everybody wants to slap labels on me—“trauma,” “unstable, “crazy”—just because they can’t handle what I’m really saying. They gaslight you, pretend they’re “helping,” while ignoring the real shit: disrespecting my service, glad I have dead brothers, calling me a baby killer, trashing my patriotism.
I held my tongue for weeks, got ridiculed in silence. And when I snap—suddenly I’m “toxic.” Funny how that works..
Here’s the deal: I’m not broken. I’m honest.
I’ve carried shame that wasn’t mine.
I’ve been told I’m “sick” for speaking the truth.
That truth hurts, but after the dust settles, it heals.
If my clarity makes you uncomfortable, look in the fucking mirror.
I refuse to live in someone else’s lie.
I won’t be your scapegoat.
I’m done playing it safe—real talk is the only way forward.
You call it “crazy”—I call it clarity. We are not the same.
I was built from fire, shaped by truth, and wired for purpose.
But nobody really gave a fuck!
If you don’t give a fuck, you don’t have any room in my life.
I’ve been holding this in for a minute. Now it’s time to speak on it.
I find it crazy how mf’s clown Kanye for opening up about his real traumas—family betrayal, his mom, the public beatdowns, the mental toll. The crazy part is that the same mf’s yelling “mental health matters” turn around and meme the man when he’s raw and unfiltered.
I say that because I live it.
I served. Came back different. Tried to speak on what I went through—nobody listened. Some laughed. Some used it against me. Made me think for years that my pain should only be suffered in silence. Like my truth was too loud for people still living in lies.
I’ve lost brothers. Watched people I trusted switch up and put knives in my back. Still stood up. Still kept moving. Now I’m watching the same world that mocks me do it to him too. Just proves that if you ain’t playing this fucked up game, the false consciousness will try to silence you.
fuck that!
I’d rather be real and misunderstood than fake and accepted. I stand with the ones who speak truth, even if it burns all the bridges in this fake ass world.
be me
PTSD vet
deal with VA
get lied to, stonewalled, gaslit
have to fight tooth and nail for basic benefits that I earned
watch other vets give up or get screwed
call out the system for what it is– corrupt, bloated, and toxic
some dude flexes that ‘it works for me tho’
I snap
not because I’m wrong
because I’m tired of watching the system bury me & my brothers
I’m just saying what no one else will
it’s not broken– it’s built to break you
AoT is one of my favorite anime’s at the moment!
The VA still cares about vets– right?
Tidal really does have that superior sound quality!
I don’t know who’s gonna see this, but I’m afraid that the next big global shock is imminent.
This is all my intention though so I could be wrong. (Best case scenario.)
Now up into mid March.
I’m scared cause I don’t feel like I’m ready, and mostly cause I don’t know what to expect. 🫣😓