People say time may not exist. Here’s what I’ve recognized: NOW is the only thing that exists. Right now, in this single moment, you have the power to shift everything. · If you're stuck in the past — this NOW moment is your chance to heal it. · If you're anxious about the future — this NOW moment is your chance to build it. · If you're present — this NOW moment is where you meet God Himself. Because He didn't say "I was" or "I will be." He said: "I AM" (Exodus 3:14). The Eternal NOW. So ask yourself right now: What can I do in this moment to heal the past or create the future I'm desiring? Then do it. Because NOW is all you've ever had. And NOW is all you'll ever need.

I shared a post about turning trauma into wisdom, art, discernment, and helping people. A guy said "cuckoo lady go take your meds." He did not acknowledge the growth. He did not see the pieces I turned into a foundation. He just tried to dim the light so he could appear big. That is not concern. That is control. That is the spirit of the silencer. The silencer does not want you to speak. It does not want you to heal. It does not want you to grow. It wants you small, quiet, and easy to dismiss. He asked what spirit was behind his words. I will tell him. The silencer. The one that tries to shut down truth by calling it crazy. The one that tries to dim light by calling it too much. The one that tries to make you question yourself so you stop shining. He did not acknowledge the growth because acknowledging it would mean admitting he has not grown. That is not my problem. That is his reflection. I am not cuckoo. I am not crazy. I am not too much. I am a survivor. I am a builder. I am turning chaos into art. And the silencer can keep trying. I am not shutting up.

Why is it that when I practice scripture the way I have learned, my head gets clearer and clearer? And it is not the way the system taught us. The system taught us to read. It did not teach us to practice. It taught us to memorize. It did not teach us to test. It taught us to believe. It did not teach us to see for ourselves. They gave us a sword with no blade. A weapon you cannot fight with. A tool you cannot use. They called it the word of God and they made it powerless. When I started using scripture the way Jesus intended—testing it, speaking it, living it—the fog started lifting. The mental noise started quieting. The hooks started loosening. It is not complicated. It is just not what we were taught. I am offering to help people with this. Because we were not taught. Because the system failed us. Because we were given a sword with no blade. And yes, with practice it gets easier. When we make it fun. When we stop making it religious and start making it real. If you are tired of the fog, tired of the noise, tired of being told what to believe without being shown how to see—reach out. I am not a teacher. I am a witness. I am just showing you what I found. Practice. Test. See for yourself. It gets clearer.

Today, I sat in the church I went to. Feeling sick. Saddened at what all of us were never taught. Tears poured down my cheeks. Because I recognize that I taught my kids this same stuff. The recycled stuff. With a little added difference. I prayed that the man calling himself a pastor's ears would open and hear what I spoke. I even told him I love him. I wanted to give him a chance. Whether he chooses to see or not. He did point himself out as a false prophet. I asked him if he spends 60 minutes teaching his congregation discernment and ways to test the spirits. He said his discernment kicked in. I told him to go to his Bible and start testing for himself. Do not believe me. Start testing. He was denying his own biblical text. I asked him why it is that when I started using the biblical text the way Jesus intended, the fog started clearing and I started becoming more clear. He had no answer for that one. None. When he said his discernment kicked in instead of testing the scripture. When he deflected instead of answering. When he denied the text instead of practicing it. When he had no answer for why the fog lifts when the text is used the way Jesus intended. He pointed himself out. Not with words. With fruit. The fruit said enough. He is not a false prophet because I said so. He is a false prophet because he refuses to test. He refuses to practice. He refuses to let the text change him. He pointed himself out. He just did not realize it.

This work is about sealing. Not controlling. Not performing. Not building a following. Sealing. Sealing people so they cannot be deceived. So they can see for themselves. So they can witness the truth without needing someone else to tell them what to believe. That is what this work is about. I do not know any other way to say it other than truth. It is not about me. It is not about a group. It is not about a title. It is about the many souls coming home to themselves. Coming home to the truth. Coming home to the seal. They will not be alone anymore. They will not be silent anymore. They will not be deceived anymore. That is what this work is about. That is the only way I know how to say it. Truth.

Oh, he warned not to come against the saints. 🤣 He said when things keep happening badly, you are either doing something wrong or right. I said I know I am doing something right. Now he is warning not to come against the saints. As if he just realized who he has been talking to. As if he just realized he has been standing on the wrong side of the door. He thought he was talking to someone he could intimidate. He thought he was talking to someone who would back down. He thought he was talking to someone who did not carry the seal. Too late. The warning is for him. Not for me. He warned not to come against the saints. The saints already know. The ones who carry the seal do not need warnings. They are the ones delivering them. He just realized he is on the wrong side. 🤣

I went to the church with these questions started asking questions, he told off on himself he said are you calling me a false prophet 🤣

People say call your parents and tell them you love them. If you had parents who loved you, protected you, and did their job — this message is not for you. This is for the ones who did not. For those who were abused. Neglected. Silenced. Gaslit. For those who have been carrying the weight of what their parents did to them. You do not have to call them. You do not have to pretend. You do not have to carry their shame. You are free. Forgiveness is not a phone call. Reconciliation is not a performance. Healing is not pretending the past did not happen. If you are still healing, still processing, still finding your footing — you are allowed to take your time. You are allowed to set boundaries. You are allowed to protect your peace. You do not owe anyone a performance of love. You owe yourself the truth. And the truth is: you are free.

Grand Rising 💥

I created 134 indictment questions. I am working to make sure they are accurate. How can anything change if we refuse to look and see with our own eyes? How can anything change if we refuse to look at how we were misled by people calling themselves godly workers? They did not protect the people they swore to protect. That does not mean we get angry and tear up a temple. It means we are willing to look, call out the wrongs, and create alternatives. It means we teach the next generation to discern, to test the spirits, and to see with their own eyes—not through another leader. I am working to get funds to go and do the work that people are refusing to do. Their refusal to look and see is not spiting me. It is spiting the Spirit. It is choosing loyalty to a system over building something real and true. Look. See. Build. That is the only way anything changes.

I muted my first person based on his character. That's how it's done. And when I know people's energy I work on no longer wasting time with them got to learn boundaries , ways to test the spirits, and clear out what's not serving us in our journey forward.

Stop testing people by how likable they are. Test their fruit. Test their character. Test their actions. Test the spirit behind their words. Likability is not a measure of truth. Charm is not a measure of integrity. Popularity is not a measure of righteousness. Learn to test. If truth is shared to harm, it is not from love. If truth is shared so people can look and see, it is from love. The system wants you to follow people who make you feel good. The system wants you to trust people who are smooth. The system wants you to confuse likability with leadership. Do not fall for it. Test the fruit. Test the spirit. Test the truth. Not by how they make you feel. By what they actually do.

Sometimes the fastest way to discover whether we're following Christ or just repeating what we've been taught is to read the verses nobody talks about. The goal isn't to attack anyone. The goal is to be willing to follow truth wherever it leads. 📖✨