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Lately I’ve been doing my best to slow down and be grateful. I’ve been blessed in many ways and one of those is being able to travel. The raw beauty of the U.S. southwest is like that of another world.
Relaxation does not come naturally to me. Growing up in financial uncertainty creates a scarcity mindset that can often get in the way of enjoying what you’ve already achieved.
After quitting my job last month, there’s been a slow wave of relaxation and appreciation washing upon my shores. That job opened up a lot for me and I’m forever grateful. But it became an overwhelming stressor that was taking a physical and mental toll on me.
I’m not done working yet, and I will need to get back to it soon. But the ability to take a break and figure out where I want to go next is an achievement in and of itself. I want to bring my best and whole self to the table at whatever comes next. And for that, I needed some time to explore.
The future is uncertain, but I remain confidently optimistic. However, I’m also acutely aware that the uncertainty of our existence means we must appreciate this moment, because it is truly all we have.
